Not The One (London Lovers #4) by Amy Daws

Author:Amy Daws [Daws, Amy]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Stars Hollow Publishing
Published: 2015-12-07T16:00:00+00:00

Sick.

Sick.

Sick.

Not love.

Never love.

Why did he have to say fucking love? He knows so little about the true inner darkness that I have living inside of me. The torturous need I have to be alone. Completely and utterly alone. It’s what I crave. It’s what I desire. It’s what I need for survival.

With my mind reeling and a panic attack settling in on top of me, I throw all of my possessions into my bag. It’s not quite nine o’clock, yet. I can still catch a train back to London. My hands are trembling as I physically try to repel the words he spewed at me just now.

Not love. Not me. Never me.

Throwing on a pair of jeans and a tank, I toss my bag over my shoulder and scurry nervously out into the small living area. Liam is sitting on the couch, still shirtless. His head is drooped as his fingertips calmly tap into each other. He looks up at me as I emerge. His normally warm eyes are dark and ominous.

“I need to leave.” My voice is trembling as I fight back tears that I have no clue where they are coming from. I purse my lips to hide the quivering. “I have to get back to London.”

He nods slowly. “This is nothing more than I already expected.”

I glare at him. “What the fuck is that supposed to mean?”

He half smiles but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “It means that not much has changed. I saw it in your eyes when I said that I love you just a bit ago.”

I flinch outwardly at his words and shake my head, steeling myself, “You can’t possibly love me, Liam. This has become too heavy. You said friends, that isn’t what this has turned in to.”

“I said what I had to,” he snarls, rising to his feet and angrily pacing in front of me. It reminds me of the night he tried to convince me of the same thing three years ago. “Tell me, do you run from Hayden every time your friendship shifts?”

My eyes widen. “You know fuck all about me or my relationship with Hayden!” I scream defensively.

“You can let him get close but not me? It’s not hard to tell what you two have been to each other these last few years, Reyna.”

“What. The. Fuck. Is that supposed to mean?” My warning tone is unquestionable. “How dare you?”

“How dare I? How dare you, Rey! You’re making this into nothing and you fucking know it was more. We’ve always been more.”

“No, we haven’t,” I shake my head meanly. “We just had a slip.”

His jaw drops in shock and he stops pacing and turns to me. “A slip?”

“Yep, a slip. Shit happens.” I feel my pulse thundering loudly in my head but I ignore it.

A scary tremor shudders over his facial features. “How often do you slip with Hayden?” His eyes are slits. His voice is scarily calm. “Fucking tell me.”

I step straight into him looking right up his flared and angry nostrils.

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