Not Meant to Be by Sierra Christenson

Author:Sierra Christenson
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Korean, K-pop, Korean Drama, Multicultural, Interracial romance
Publisher: Sierra Christenson
Published: 2022-06-06T00:00:00+00:00

‘I will leave,

And I hope

That one day

You will forgive me.

Because,

In the end,

Years will pass

Before I can see

Your beautiful face’

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“Good job today Taemin, get some rest.” Seongmin pats my shoulder after we shut the cameras off. We have been promoting Goodbye for the last couple days and my body is exhausted. I only nod to our leader before pivoting away and retrieving my phone. I haven’t checked in on Jake and Ava for a while. I dial the number from memory. It takes five rings before my younger brother answers.

“Hyung,” Jake sighs once the line connects.

“Please, how is she?” I can’t hide the pleading tone in my voice. Why am I like this? Why does she do this to me?

“Hyung, I don’t think it is a good idea for you to be constantly asking about her. You broke her heart. How do you think she is right now?” Jake’s voice is soft and accusing. He seems just as empty as I feel.

His words cut into my chest, plunging into my already bleeding heart. “Jake, I don’t know what to do. I’m trying to do what’s best for her, but now I’m not so sure what that is.”

“You should stop pushing her away. She watched the release of your single Goodbye. She bawled her eyes out until she fell asleep.”

I have to close my eyes to control my emotions. Did I really do that?

“Please, just take care of her.”

“I always do.” He hangs up on me before he even finishes his sentence.

She still watches our videos and performances even after everything. Did she watch us at the KMV Award Show? I hope not. I almost passed out on stage due to my lack of sleep. Now all of our work is done, but I want to keep going. I want my body to get more exhausted to the point that I really do black out. Maybe then Ava will forgive me. Who am I kidding, why would she ever do that? Like Jake said, I broke her heart. I should just accept

it.

Chapter 37:

Ava

Almost two weeks. That’s how long I had to withstand this numbness. Taemin was gone and he wasn’t responding. Each time I looked at our conversation, my chest would ache. I only worked a few days a week, my arms are still sore, so it made it difficult to carry too many plates. The rest of my days are spent on Jake’s couch torturing myself by watching interviews of BPD. They mainly consisted of the M.C.’s asking Taemin, or rather Sasin, how he felt about his military enlistment.

The rest of the BPD are very sad at their Hyung leaving, but they promised him they would work harder so that when he comes back, he would have a band that is ten times better.

I couldn’t watch the videos of their music videos behind the scenes. Sasin was always next to the girls, so was Woo. They are the mysterious members as they never take of their masks. They both look comfortable, hanging their arms over the girls’ shoulders.

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