Monday (Timeless Series #1) by E. L. Todd

Author:E. L. Todd [Todd, E. L.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Fallen Publishing
Published: 2016-05-02T23:00:00+00:00

Uncertainty

Francesca

I’ve never been so damn confused in my life.

Hawke and I had come to a roadblock that stopped both of us in our tracks. I’d come to realize that whatever was going on between us wasn’t entirely friendly. When I thought he had a girlfriend…it broke my heart.

On our first date, I immediately knew I wanted a second one. That hardly ever happened to me. Normally, I wanted the date to end because the guy was boring or just obnoxious. I’ve never wanted to sleep with a guy as much as I did with Hawke. The fact I wanted everything and Hawke only wanted meaningless sex was the biggest disappointment of my life.

If he found some other girl that changed his view on that, it would wound me beyond words. I would wonder why he wanted her and not me. It would break my heart into infinite pieces. The one-night stands he had bothered me, but since they were meaningless and quickly forgotten, I tried not to think about it.

I would be lying if I said I wasn’t relieved when he clarified everything.

After we came home from the holidays, I got back into my former groove. I worked a lot more because school hadn’t started yet. Hawke and I hadn’t seen each other as often as we used to. It seemed like he was avoiding me, but I wasn’t sure why.

Over the holidays, Hawke and I had become closer. Everything changed after I witnessed what happened with his mother. We’d always been close, best friends, but that brought us to a whole new level.

I couldn’t picture myself with anyone else but him. I’d tried dating but it didn’t go anywhere. All I could think about was Hawke and what he was doing while I sat across the table from some guy. I hadn’t slept with anyone even though I was going through a dry spell because I felt too guilty. How could I sleep with someone but think about someone else? And I didn’t want to hurt Hawke. Somehow, I knew it would break him.

It was becoming more obvious that Hawke and I were supposed to be together. I didn’t believe in fate or destiny, none of that bullshit, but there was definitely something holding us together. He tried to resist it and so did I, but nothing worked.

He knew how I felt. I’d wanted a relationship from the beginning, and I refused to settle for being his fuck buddy. Sometimes, I wish I had because we could have developed our relationship that way. But I also knew it would have hurt me a lot to give myself to him knowing he would never give me anything back. With a friendship, I got a lot more.

I knew Hawke wanted something more. But wanting and giving were two different things. Something was holding him back, and I wasn’t sure what it was. I would ask, but that would lead to a conversation he might not be ready for.

I would just have to wait.

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