Love Survives by Foor Jennifer

Author:Foor, Jennifer [Foor, Jennifer]
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Publisher: JMF PUBLISHING INC
Published: 2015-03-05T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 31

It was so easy catching up with Kat, so long as we avoided discussing our own feelings. That topic was off limits even though I had to fight from expressing them on several occasions. It was hard being so close to her and not wanting to touch her.

Kat made it easier. When things felt like they were becoming intense she would change the subject. If anyone could tame my beastly parts it was her. She knew exactly how to lock them up and threaten them if they wanted to come out. To keep our conversations mundane we’d bring up silly things, or talk about old times.

She told me about her friends, church, and even a little about her marriage. I refused to let my guard down because I knew I’d start suggesting things that were inappropriate. Even though I wasn’t going to lie about them, I didn’t want to cause trouble for Kat. She seemed to have a good marriage, and I was no home wrecker, even if I thought she was mine in the first place.

Little B wanted chicken nuggets and fries, and I was determined to give her whatever her pretty little heart desired. We set out to have a nice supper together. The whole time I kept smiling because we were eating like a family. While I kept our daughter out of the high chair to be next to me, Kat made sure she was on her best behavior, by promising ice cream as a reward.

Seeing her as a mother was something I’d never taken the time to imagine. She was so good at it, almost like it was natural. I knew she’d had two years of experience, but her patience was impressive, especially since neither of us had ever been around small children before.

At one point she kept checking her watch. I asked Kat if we were taking too long, but she insisted that everything was fine. Every once in a while we’d catch each other gazing. I was so happy to be around them that I wasn’t worried about anyone seeing us that might know her. We weren’t doing anything wrong, but having a meal with our child. At some point, it wasn’t going to be a secret who I was to them.

Our little girl couldn’t make it through her meal without starting to doze. I paid the check and helped get her in the car before we started on our way back to her house. B feel asleep shortly after being buckled in. Even while she slept I found her stunning.

The closer we got to Kat’s house, the more things were bothering me. There was a lot I needed to get off my chest, and I couldn’t do it with people around. I pulled over on the side of the road and threw the vehicle in park. “What is it?” She asked.

“You know, I kept your letters, even after I moved back home and found out you had a family. I don’t know

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