It happened to Nancy by Anonymous teenager & Sparks Beatrice

Author:Anonymous teenager & Sparks, Beatrice
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: AIDS (Disease) in adolescence, Teenage girls, AIDS (Disease)
Publisher: New York, N.Y. : Avon Books
Published: 1994-09-03T04:00:00+00:00

changed!! I found that babies are not hke kittens that you can feed and water once a day and play with when you want to. They write the rules! Another thing, you wouldn't think that a pretty, darling little creature like a baby could smell so bad or get poop up to their armpits . . . ukkie ... it was gross—and so often!

Before then, I sometimes felt if I had a baby it would give me something of my very own to love and to be JUST MINE. That if I had a baby, the two of us would start a whole new world. When Merry Beth, our sixteen-year-old neighbor, had her baby and decided to keep it, I remember I almost envied her. Someone to be with all the time, to love, to have her love me and be dependent upon me. Secretly, Self, I now know I don't want that much dependence ... at least not now . . . maybe someday when we're more mature, huh?

Tuesday^ February 26

5:59 P.M.

I'm sooooo depressed. Done, my very dearest and kindest-hearted friend, just left. I'm so glad she had me to talk to and that Mom wasn't here. I shouldn't say talk to ... I should say talk at, because I certainly didn't have any profound answers.

I can't believe that Fred dumped her. How could that be? How in this world, or any other world, could a boy just dump a girl he'd made pregnant? I wonder if the stupid jackass thought she'd done it by herself.

Imagine him meeting her at the bottom of the gym steps and, just out of the blue, teUing her he didn't think they should see each other anymore. Her preg-

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