His Selfish Love: Sons of Lost Souls MC Book Two by Ellie R Hunter

Author:Ellie R Hunter [Hunter , Ellie R]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2018-07-28T16:00:00+00:00

I forget the night before for a fraction of time and I forget all the hurt I’ve endured. Until, I stretch out and my body screams out in pain. Breathing through it, I’m distracted by a folded piece of paper on the pillow next to mine.

‘I stayed until I knew you were in a deep sleep, if you need my services again, let me know. I’ll be happy to be the sleeping committee. JJ.’

Despite his promise I still don’t believe him, I smile at his note and tuck it under the pillow that now has his scent all over it.

I’m feeling the best I have in a long time, and today is the first day of the rest of my life. I’m the only one who can make me happy, as long as I take my pills and keep to my routines, I’m not going to let anyone bring me down again. Not JJ, not Cas, and definitely not Lily. Ellis can go fuck himself. I’m not living in fear or hope for anything from anyone, anymore.

Getting out of bed, showering, and getting dressed in leggings and an oversized jumper to hide all the bruises takes longer than normal, but I feel so much better for being clean. It was worth the effort. I feel like I’m making progress.

Taking the stairs down to the bar, it’s time to face the music. It’s staggering to see how many people are still here because of the lock down order Cas gave weeks ago. Everyone stares, and I can’t see JJ anywhere. There are so many sets of eyes staring I can’t take it, I turn to go back to my room when Cas calls out my name.

I freeze.

“It’s time we talked, come and take a seat.”

The brothers and the women go back to their conversations, not wanting to look nosy into the president’s business and I walk through the crowds until I reach Cas’s table. It’s awkward between us, I’m thankful Sparky is slouched on the chair to his left and Ricky and Pope are to his right. My uncle isn’t anywhere in sight, I hope he’s keeping Lily away. Zach nods and offers me a small smile from the other side of the bar and the twins look away when I catch them staring. Luca sits with his mom and full out glares at me, while Alannah’s eyes follow my every move. I pull my hair from behind my ear and hide behind the dark strands.

“How are you feeling?” Cas asks first.

He can’t meet my eyes, is he nervous?

“Much better, thanks.”

“Good. We need you to start talking, darlin’, everything else can wait,” Sparky says, leaning forward to speak to me, cutting straight to the point.

Cas too, sits forward and for a moment I think he’s going to reach out and hold my hand. He reaches for his smokes and a gush of breath escapes me.

“You went to town with the prospects after you lied and told them I said you could

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