Havoc by Ambere Sabo
Author:Ambere Sabo [Sabo, Ambere]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2017-10-16T16:00:00+00:00
Chapter 18
Angel
I need a distraction. My nerves are strung tight, and knots fill my stomach. Tonight we’ll finally get to meet the infamous G. I have no clue what to expect from the meeting. The uncertainty is making me a wreck. I hope he can explain what happened and why the cartel decided to kill my parents but part of me wonders if I wouldn’t be better off not knowing. I know Havoc wants to talk to him about Wrecker and his sisters as well.
Havoc isn’t what I expected at all. He’s still the hard-headed asshole I met at mi Reina's wedding, but he’s also someone who loves his family deeply. And he makes me feel safe. Something I haven’t felt in a very long time.
The fact that he's fucked me senseless over the last three days doesn’t hurt either. I’ve only ever been with two other people in my life—James and a guy I dated my senior year. I wanted to lose my virginity to someone I knew cared about me, who wouldn’t hurt me. When James and I were dating, it just seemed like a good idea. In the end, it was James who was hurt. It was his first time as well, but after it happened, he wanted marriage, kids, and all that shit. We were only sixteen! Who thinks about those things at that age?
Neither partner took me to the places Havoc does. And those piercings! His tongue ring and what he says is called a Prince Albert are ruining me for men without piercings. I don’t know what we’re doing. It’s not like he’s told me, and I haven’t asked. For all I know he’s just passing the time with me, and once this is all said and done, he’ll be on to the next girl.
If I sit and dwell on it, it’ll drive me crazy, so I’m just going to go with it for now. I’m not even sure if I’ll be alive and breathing after I avenge my parents, so it's not worth the worry. For now, I’m enjoying getting to know more about Havoc and the mind-blowing orgasms.
I’ve got to quit thinking about sex for now, and I need to quit worrying about tonight’s meeting. Rifling through the contents of the bookshelves in the living room, I discard all the action movies as potential distractors. I have enough action in my real life to be able to enjoy fake action on the screen. Reading’s out, I can’t focus enough to read. My eyes light up when I see the deck of cards.
“Havoc,” I call down the hall.
“What’s up, sweet cheeks?”
“I need a distraction.”
A predatory look fills his eyes as he grabs his crotch. “I’ve got your distraction right here.”
“As much as I love that method of distraction, I need to be able to walk in a few hours.”
A pout forms on his lips. “What did ya have in mind?”
“How about a game of cards?”
“Sure, but I only know how to play poker.”
“I’ve
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