Daybreak: Immortals Descending Book Three by Iris Foxglove
Author:Iris Foxglove [Foxglove, Iris]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Belladonna Press
Published: 2023-04-03T16:00:00+00:00
He couldnât be a god.
How on earth could something like that even be possible? Gods werenât dancers from Kallistos. They just werenât.
But they are, a little voice whispered. You believe Astra is a god, and heâs the son of a shepherd. You saw the house he lived in. You saw him in those dreams.
But wouldnât he know? Wouldnât he have suspected? The only thing Cillian had ever noticed that was markedly different about himself was his lack of natural alignment, and his mother had told him that wasnât as strange as he thought.
âSometimes people donât have it,â sheâd said, so many years ago that the image of her face was a distant memory. But heâd never forgotten her words, when heâd asked why he didnât want to kneel or to serve dessert when it was his turn, yet he never felt good about bossing people around, even in dance class. âIt simply means you have a unique ability to be someone without it. Itâs not good or bad, darling boy. It just is.â
That kind of ability was a far cry from being a god. The mere idea made him laugh, but the sound was so wildâreminding him uncomfortably of Pallasâthat he shoved his own fist into his mouth. No. Astra couldnât be right.
Because what the fuck? What use was being a godâpotential god, whateverâif he couldnât save Carys? Couldnât drag her and all those other people away from that manor? Couldnât even tell what had been waiting for him up that twisty road, in a manor full of rot?
But you did, that same voice whispered. You saw it that morning in the carriage. You thought you dreamt it: the driver, the moldy chocolates. Maybe if youâd known what you were, you would have realized it was a sign. Danger.
And what did Astra mean about ⦠accepting it? Was that all it took? Cillian tipped his face up, shivering in the cold airâdâHiver in spring was barely distinguishable from early winter in Kallistosâand stared at the sky, its stars obscured by clouds. âIf saying yes makes this stop, then sure, Iâm a god.â
He didnât feel any different than he had a moment ago. Maybe it wasnât that simple. Maybe he had to say it to someone? But who? Astra? No, that didnât feel right. Though neither did the idea that he was supposed to be a god. And did it really matter? It didnât change anything. Pallas wanted to break him, god or mortal, and that was what he needed to deal with. What was the point of some potential godhood if he was too exhausted to do anything but stare off into the middle distance and wish he could take a nap?
Cillian had no idea what to do with any of this. The dreamscape with the puppet and Margaret and her bloody fingers ⦠thinking about it still chilled him to the bone. Heâd felt helpless, both in the first dream and the second that felt so realâand if he
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