Black by T.l Smith

Author:T.l Smith [Smith, T.l]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Romance, Contemporary, Romantic Suspense, Mystery & Suspense, Suspense
Amazon: B01A53M6GM
Published: 2016-01-29T00:00:00+00:00

I watch her from my truck even though she didn’t want to see me tonight. But that doesn’t mean I can’t see her. She’s outside a school, her hand is pressed up against the fence, her long blonde hair down. It flows around every time the wind catches it. She looks sad, more miserable than I’ve ever seen her. Her eyes are red and her mouth is tight. I wonder what it is that makes that look on her face like her world has been broken so badly that there’s no repairing it.

But I can’t wonder.

I shouldn’t even be here.

But I just can’t help myself.

She’s like a drug, my own personal fucked up drug.

And I can’t stay away, no matter how hard I try.

It’s not good for either of us, this fucked up thing we both have going on. We’re both as cracked as one another. Both as shattered as each other. Two shattered hearts cannot make it right. It would just cause an avalanche of feelings, feelings neither of us can bare.

She opens the gate, the kids running all around the playground. I sit forward so I can see clearer. She drops to her knees as she reaches the gate, a sob raking over her body. A little girl runs to her, wrapping her tiny arms around her shoulders and cries. The scene doesn’t make any sense, I can’t understand what I’m seeing. Then I see what the little girl mouths and I know, know that that’s what she wanted to tell me.

Mom.

I can’t see her anymore. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t deal with it all. It’s too much, it will be too much for her.

But I can’t help myself.

Drug… she’s a drug… and I’m wildly addicted.

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