Back Road Chances (Roughneck #2) by Nicole Hart

Author:Nicole Hart [Hart, Nicole]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Amazon: B00WX7JKA4
Published: 2015-05-14T23:00:00+00:00

Chapter 13

Sam

4 months later

Holy. Fucking. Shit. This cannot be happening. This cannot be happening. I stared down at the little stick with the positive sign staring back at me. I can’t do this. It had to be a mistake. But I knew it wasn’t. My period had never been late. Ever. I should have started three days ago. In my mind, I got the test to confirm that my period decided to take a breather. Just running a little behind. Holy Shit. I just stared at that fucking stick. For a minute, an hour, a week, I have no fucking idea. All I knew was that my life was fucking fucked. No other way to put it. I wasn’t Lainey. I couldn’t do this. I couldn’t be a mom. I didn’t know how.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

How could this happen? We were always careful. We used a condom every single time. Moon was diligent about that shit. Oh my God, how could I tell Moon? Was I going to tell Moon? I couldn’t be a mom. Moon wouldn’t want to be a dad. Would he? Fuck. My mind was racing. I couldn’t think straight. Fuck.

And of course this would be the exact moment I heard his truck pull into the driveway. I couldn’t answer the door. Who was I kidding? He didn’t knock. It wasn’t even locked. Fuck. Maybe I could lock the bathroom door and just be quiet. Maybe he would leave. Who the fuck was I kidding? He would break this fucking door down if I didn’t answer and he thought something was wrong.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

“Knock knock!” I heard, as he opened the front door.

“Sam?” He yelled when I didn’t respond.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

“Sam?” He repeated when I didn’t answer.

“Just a minute!” I yelled, while trying to keep my voice from shaking. I threw the test and the box in the cabinet. My whole body was shaking. Things had been perfect with Moon and I for months now. Too perfect. I should have known better. What was I going to do? Do I tell him? I didn’t think I could get an abortion, but I couldn’t rule it out just yet. Because I couldn’t be a mom. I couldn’t be. What if Moon took off and left me alone with a baby? What if I couldn’t handle having a kid and I took off? The bitch did it, what if that blood ran deep? I wasn’t ready to tell Moon yet, I knew that much. I wanted to talk to Lainey; she was my best friend and the one I always went to. But I couldn’t, not about this. Not when she was about to have her own baby, she would never understand.

“Are you ok?” Moon said outside the door. I was crouched down on the floor, with my knees to my chin. I don’t even know how long I had been sitting there. I had to move. I had to act normal. I could do this. So I got up, looked myself over in the mirror and opened the bathroom door.

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