Kingdom by WS Greer

Author:WS Greer [Greer, WS]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2022-11-01T04:00:00+00:00

Time passes slower than usual when you're in pain. Once we’re finished, the adrenaline begins to wear off, leaving me vulnerable to every ache and pain I endured while on the spanking bench. My skin and jaw remember what I just did, and they are worn out and sore as fuck. So, it seems, is my mind.

“Are you okay? How do you feel?” Nas asks as I lay my head on his chest and close my eyes.

“Tired,” I reply. “More tired than I’ve ever been … and emotional. I don't know why, but I feel an overwhelming sense of somberness. Like, I’m about to cry. That was so incredible I could barely stand it, but now that it’s over, I feel … it's like a new form of exhaustion, and it’s all-consuming. I … I don't know what’s wrong.”

“I see. What you're experiencing is called sub drop,” Nas says, caressing my arm with the tips of his fingers. “It happens when your senses heighten during an intense scene. The adrenaline and endorphins you have during the scene can sometimes leave your body suddenly when it’s over, and it pulls you into a low state. It’s like the crash after a sugar rush, but much more intense. Sometimes it lasts only hours. Sometimes days. All that matters, though, is that I’m here to help you through it. You did such an amazing job, Alina. I’m so proud of you, and there’s no way I'd let you suffer alone. I got you.”

The sudden urge to cry becomes overwhelming, and I lose. Tears begin to fall as feelings of sadness and shame hit me in the chest out of nowhere. I don't even know where the hell it all came from, and I can't think straight. I sob uncontrollably, soaking the pillows

“What … what the hell is wrong with me?” I ask through ragged breaths.

“Nothing,” Nas answers. “Nothing at all. Like I said, it’s called sub drop, and it’s completely normal. All of this is normal. You and I are normal, Alina. If you feel anything resembling shame right now, don't listen to those thoughts. It’s not real. It just comes with the drop. All you have to do is trust me. I’m here.”

Still crying, I settle onto Nas’s chest and clutch his body like a child gripping their security blanket. I don't even know what else to say as I lay there, but I know it feels good to have him. My world has been opened up to another dimension, and I can never return to my old world, which is exciting and terrifying at the same time. My emotions run wild and overtake me, sending streams of tears down my cheek as I bury my face in Nas’s chest.

He pulls me in closer as he continues to rub my skin with one hand while wiping away my tears with the other.

“I got you, Baby Girl,” he says in my ear, and I believe him. With his arms around me, I let go, and allow myself to cry.

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