Budding Attraction by Saxon James

Author:Saxon James [James, Saxon]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: May Books
Published: 2022-11-15T16:00:00+00:00

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Ford

Orson’s a natural. I glance over at him from where I’m working with my sixteeners to see him helping one of the kids with the steering column on their car. His calming presence does well here. Where the kids are used to me being maybe too passionate about cars that I skip steps and start talking about things too advanced for them to follow, he slows it down. He’s their quiet, and I’m their chaos.

My grin widens as I think of us like that. Two parts working together.

There’s no denying Orson’s got me twisted up and hardly able to recognize myself. I’ve always been an affectionate guy, open to dating but never getting that pull to anyone, and now Orson’s in my life, I never want him to leave it.

He’s like a new plaything I’m suddenly obsessed with, and I’m worried by how quickly that feeling has snuck up on me. The last thing I’d ever want to do is get bored and hurt him, but surely this kind of deep attachment isn’t normal. I wanted him to stay at my place all week; I wanted to cook him dinner and watch him wash up, have some more orgasms, but mostly just spoon on the couch, watching reality TV.

Now I’ve got that small taste of domesticity, I don’t want to give it up. When we talked about hooking up last week, Orson said he didn’t do casual, but we never went into details about what that meant. Are we friends who hook up exclusively? Are we dating? More? My thoughts won’t stop cycling through all the possibilities—including the bullshit ones that make no sense but late at night I’m convinced are real. That Orson is only using me. Experimenting. That it all means nothing and he’ll walk away happy and sated, leaving me to doubt every move I’ve made with him.

That’s not Orson, but my insecurities don’t like to play fair.

“He your boyfriend?” Daryl asks.

I turn my attention back to the soapbox car I’m working on. I’m supposed to be checking the steering has been put together properly and won’t malfunction midrace, so being distracted right now isn’t great timing.

“Ignoring the question,” Erin pipes in. “So that’s either an ‘I want him to be, and he’s not’ or an ‘I’m not talking about my sex life with kids,’ but we’re sixteen, so I don’t think that counts.”

“Yeah, it’s not like we’re virgins,” Crispin says.

I throw up my hands. “I’m not listening to any of this.”

Daryl sniggers. “Never took you for a prude.”

“Yeah, dude, you’ve been to prison. You’ve heard way worse things than teens drinking and having sex. The horror!” Crispin pretends to fall back in shock.

I have no idea how we got into this conversation, but it’s making me glad I never had kids of my own. They’re brats. The lot of them. “I know it’s hard for you smart-asses to believe, but I was your age too. I know exactly what I got up to then, and now

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