Soulless by Jade West

Author:Jade West
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Fiction, Romance
Publisher: Dangerous Press
Published: 2022-03-03T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Twenty-One

Elaine

I still couldn’t believe I was telling Lucian my past. I felt sick and vulnerable as I stood there, but it wasn’t because of the man who had promised to destroy me, it was because of the men who’d already destroyed me. The man before me was doing anything but laughing at me like I thought he would. He looked pissed off on my behalf, which I wouldn’t have expected at all.

The sickness was bubbling inside me as I carried on speaking. I lost track of my own train of thought as I let the words flow free. They just came, unbarred in a way they’d never been allowed to be.

Lucian’s eyes were so firm on mine as he digested everything I was saying.

I told him about how Reverend Lynch’s kisses became sucks, and about how he’d tell me I was a good girl as I dropped to my knees and gave him what he wanted.

He’d still spank me, harder and harder.

I got so desperate to get away from Reverend Lynch that I tried to sneak out of the place in the middle of the night. That’s when he started using my escape antics as an excuse to shackle me to the wrought iron bed frame at night. He’d say it was because I looked like I was planning to be a bad girl. That was when other men started coming at night.

I should’ve known what was coming, but I tried not to think about that. My behavior was getting worse and worse at home because I was so angry every minute of the day.

Uncle Lionel told Mom that he would start overseeing my education there. He said he owed it to me as my uncle. But he wasn’t anything like my uncle when he was in Reverend Lynch’s place.

He would be the one to open the door at night when a man stepped inside. I was already used to kissing Reverend Lynch, but not a few different men at once. Sometimes they would punish me. Sometimes they would praise me. Sometimes they would make me pray.

“Your uncle fucking watched this?” Lucian asked me once I took a pause to breathe.

“He shook their hands as they came inside.”

“They were paying him,” he told me, and I nodded.

“Probably.”

“Definitely,” he said. “I’ve heard of some depraved things, but this is fucking sick. And to think the board wanted to confirm my character. Meanwhile, there’s men like your uncle and this reverend. An underhanded allegiance of filth between men who think they are something noble.”

I retched when I thought of the men who’d come to me at night.

I knew their names. I knew their position in the world. I knew just who they were.

Sometimes, I still came into contact with them. Drink and drugs were my very best friends of all time at those parties.

“They didn’t fuck you, did they?” he asked me, and I shook my head.

“Not the regular way. They didn’t take my virginity, no. I always thought they might, but they didn’t.

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