Making It Personal by Wells K. C

Author:Wells, K. C. [Wells, K. C.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Romance, MM Fiction, Contemporary, Gay
Goodreads: 18068487
Publisher: Island Tales Press
Published: 2013-06-18T06:00:00+00:00

Chapter Nine

I miss him.

For about the umpteenth time that Monday morning, just like every day for the past week, the thought flashed across Blake’s mind. He missed Will so much, he ached. And just like every other day, he berated himself constantly. Why the fuck didn’t you stand up to Melissa? Well, duh. If you’d told her where to get off, you could be with Will right now. Blake glanced around his bedroom, remembering Will in his bed, his body curved around Blake’s, cock sliding between his cheeks as he fucked him slowly, leisurely.

But it’s not just the sex you miss, is it? God, that was so true. Blake missed Will’s smile, his sense of humor, the way his eyes lit up when Blake walked into his office. He missed the easy way they used to talk, the way Will anticipated him. He missed the man’s efficiency, his confidence. He missed his voice, that rich, deep voice that made him grow warm inside.

Oh fuck. What have I done?

What you needed to do.

Blake wasn’t so sure anymore. This past week had really brought home how much Will had come to mean to him. With each new day, the pain increased. He watched Will surreptitiously, noting the dark circles under his eyes, the pallor of his cheeks, the careful way he held himself when Blake was there. Will was hurting. And that was Blake’s fault.

And it was beginning to dawn on him the magnitude of what he was agreeing to do. Was the company worth so much to him that he was prepared to be miserable for the rest of his life? He couldn’t even comfort himself with the idea of divorcing Melissa after a convenient period of time had passed. Once she got her claws into him, Blake doubted she would be willing to let him go. There would forever be hanging over him the threat of telling his father.

One thing was certain. He couldn’t take the cold silence that he’d let build up between them anymore. At first he’d blamed Will. It was all Will’s fault. If he hadn’t gotten it into his head to fuck Blake in the office, then Melissa would never have caught them out and none of this would be happening. He’d started this ball rolling. And then he’d come out to the entire office staff. What the fuck? All this because I can’t be certain if my father is a homophobic asshole. What if he’d got it wrong? What if Justin Davis turned out to be a perfectly reasonable man who would be delighted to know his son was happy being with a man? Some pretty big ifs there, including the one he didn’t dare to voice, as if the mere act of saying it might in some way jinx it. But this was a time for honesty. Fuck it.

What if I’m about to throw away the one man who completes me?

The thought left him weak.

But even if Melissa hadn’t come along that day, you

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