Coping by J Bennett
Author:J Bennett [Bennett, J]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: J Bennett
Published: 2014-01-07T06:00:00+00:00
Chapter 8
Iâve never been in a fire before. Iâm worried about the flames, but as soon as Iâm inside the house, I realize that the true enemy is the smoke. It is black and acid, burning my eyes so bad that I have to press them into slits.
I get down on my hands and knees like Tarren told me, and this is a little better. My hands probe the floor in front of me. Carpet fibers give way to a solid object. I feel fabric, buttons and the give of flesh beneath. My hands go up further, playing along a ridge of collar bones and then a chin and wet lips. I snatch my hand back and hold it close to my face so I can watch a scarlet thread of blood slide down my palm.
One of the angels.
My vision goes all blurry, and I fight not to let out the breath Iâm holding. At this point, it comes to my attention that I am way too cowardly to be even attempting something like this.
I want to cry.
I want to crawl backwards until I find the doorframe. Tarren and Gabe wonât know that I chickened out. Iâll tell them that the ceiling was coming down.
Except that I feel the dim flicker of energy through the flames. The boy is just one room over, and heâs still alive. What if it were Ryan? What if I actually could have saved him instead of watching helplessly as Grand drained the life out of him?
Iâm moving without being aware of it. One arm at a time. Gritting my teeth every time I run into a stationary piece of furniture. My lungs are starting to stitch with pain, but I push on. The smoke is turning my eyes into gushers, so I squeeze them shut and push back everything elseâthe sounds, the fears, my hollering lungsâuntil itâs just that faint beacon of energy, drawing me closer and closer.
I turn a corner, and the feel of the floor changes beneath my knees from wood to linoleum. His energy is close, but I get tangled in chairs. The boy is under a table. I thrash, throwing the chairs behind me. Brilliant as I am, one falls over on top of me, smacking me in the back of the head.
I cry out, expelling the precious air from my lungs. I try to gasp in new air, but I get acid smoke instead. Every cough only pulls more hot poison into my lungs. Dizziness. I reach forward and feel the soft contours of a body. I grasp a handful of fabric and pull it toward me.
The strength of the boyâs aura is dimming rapidly, and his body is limp against mine as I stand up on shaky feet. I get him on my shoulder, take a staggering step back the way I cameâ¦and immediately trip over a chair. We both go down hard, and I can feel my consciousness beginning to drift away.
Smoke. Smoke. Smoke.
My lungs ache for air, and all I can give them is soot.
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