Toxic Desire by Robin Lovett

Author:Robin Lovett
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Entangled; Scorched; erotica; erotic; erotic romance, Enemies to lovers; Alien love; Alien hero; Forbidden love; Star-crossed lovers; Sci-fi romance; Space romance; Alien worlds; Revenge romance; Fated mates; Forced proximity; Sex planet; Sexy alien
Publisher: Entangled Publishing, LLC
Published: 2018-11-08T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter Eighteen

Oten

She will be the death of me. This thing between us, just when I think it cannot get worse, it does.

We do it again: hike for a few hours, then stop when the burning becomes too much.

I fear hurting her, but not enough to be able to refuse her. I make her come with my mouth this time. She uses her tongue then her hand on me.

She makes me come on her back like I promised. The look of longing on her face as my come spouts from my cock should make me happy. She wants me to come in her—in her greedy cunt or her succulent mouth.

But I cannot.

It makes me wish I were human so that I could.

That I think this is horrific. Wishing I were human is a monstrous betrayal of everything I believe. I stay away from her for a while after that. Letting her lead, following far behind.

She does not seem to mind.

I think she is as shocked as I am by how much she wants me to come in her.

It makes no sense. But the part of me that is forming the physical Attachment to her is pleased. Each time I fuck her, each time I make her come, she becomes more attached to me, too, giving me a deep satisfaction.

It is true that I still hate her kind.

But my regard for her, my respect, is growing. I think—I am still in doubt—but I may be starting to trust her. Which is dangerous and foolish, but I cannot help relying on her steadfast abilities, how trusting and freely she lends both them and her insatiable body.

This place makes her want sex, yes, but I believe it does not force her to desire me as she does.

It pleases me. Too much.

And I fear, am horrified at the possibility, that my feelings could potentially Attach to her like I have physically. It is unthinkable.

Being with her is impossible in any case.

I do not know what will happen once we reach her ship, if we find her crew. They will likely imprison me.

I wonder if she will let that happen.

The heat of the day rises. We fuck again, and though I intend to be gentle, she makes it impossible. She demands, and I succumb. I have no choice but to give to her what she cries out for.

To see her satisfied is the fulfillment of my existence.

Denying her the pleasure of my coming inside her is the hardest thing I have ever had to do.

My body is made for such marathon sex. We Ssedez are built to withstand the demands of the Attachment mating period. But I am not made to restrain myself, too.

It drains me, and I become less focused on our path. I blindly follow wherever she leads.

I worry about her body. Her sensitive human flesh.

So much sex cannot be good for her.

But it pleases me that she not only takes it but wants more at the same rate as I do.

I choose not to care whether it is because of me or because of the toxicity of this place.

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