Tangled with Lust: A Life Changing Lesbian Experience by Jagger Jennifer

Author:Jagger, Jennifer [Jagger, Jennifer]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2013-11-20T00:00:00+00:00

4. I Like to Make You Work For It - Naomi

Our friends were confused with my general discussion about my possible reconciliation with Erin. I spoke of Erin every so often, and my friends were not amused. I knew that she had wronged me in our marriage, but since being with her again, I had begun to re-evaluate what happened between us. Teasing with Erin was fun, but I had begun to miss our caring moments together, too. I missed the way she rubbed my back after a long day, and the gentle hugs she gave me. She always used to read the newspaper in bed and wake me with the rustling of the pages. I started missing the routine we had created together, no matter its imperfection.

I started to miss all the little things about her. I would call her up in the middle of the day, pretending I had to speak with her about something just to hear her voice. I would show up at her place just to see her again, and feel her arm wrap around me – however hurriedly she held me. I began to fantasize about a life with her again, and that was when I knew I had to talk to her about it. She deserved to know what was on my mind.

We were seated at one my favorite diners when I clasped my hands over the table, and looked at her. She had this way of leaning back and resting her arm over the booth that had me yearning to straddle her, but I pushed those thoughts from my mind. I bit my lip and reminded myself that she had every right to know what I wanted from our relationship.

“Erin … I-”

Yes, as luck would have it, we were interrupted. My friend, Tannis, had her hand on my shoulder before I could utter another word.

“Naomi?! What’s going on?” she asked, looking very cautiously over to Erin and then back to me. I could tell she was skeptical of the situation, but it seemed to be unfolded regardless. She really had no idea of what to say, because she was usually very talkative, but quiet in that moment.

I had no idea what to tell her – I hadn’t told my friends the truth. They just knew that I’d been thinking of working thing out with my loathsome ex-wife. I hadn’t confessed that we were already trying. I felt guilty for being caught with my ex, but there was nothing I could have said to redeem the situation. It was clear that Erin and I were calmly sitting to eat together.

“Tannis – hi … Erin was … umm …”

“Yeah,” Erin added with that frustrating cocky attitude of hers, “I was.” Tannis had been rude to her since our divorce, and I think Erin really loved being able to rub that scene in her face.

Tannis was taken aback, just staring at the two of us when I finally stood up from my seat and walked out with her to explain a few things.

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