Start Again: A Novel (Start Again Series #1) by Saman J

Author:Saman, J. [Saman, J.]
Language: eng
Format: azw3
Published: 2016-07-24T04:00:00+00:00

By the time we’re done with his testing and my research, we’re a heaping pile of smiles and sweat. Showering together you’d think would help that, but it really doesn’t, and we end up testing more limits.

I feel like I should be freaking out about now. Like crying in a corner, wanting to die, freaking out.

But I’m not.

I feel good. Happy. Satisfied.

And I’m not sure how to feel about that. Ironic? Yeah, I get that. It’s weird, really. It’s been hours and multiple times, but I want more.

And it’s not necessarily the sex, though that is fan-fucking-tastic.

It’s Ryan. It’s the way he holds me, and touches me, and looks at me and talks to me.

It’s the whole goddamn Ryan Grant package that I want to buy into.

“What now?” I whisper into the darkness we’ve been snuggled up in for the last half an hour. We did get out of bed and managed to have a sex-free shower. We even put on clothing, ate some food and watched mindless television.

But all of that turned into naked bedroom time. Again.

“You tell me. I want you. It’s really that simple for me.”

Shit. I want him too, and I also want Eric. Yes, I get that I can’t have Eric anymore, but I feel like as long as I still want him, I shouldn’t be with anyone else.

“I want you, Ryan. Like mad.” He smiles, but he can feel the but coming, so he holds back. “But I’m still not ready for something more than what we’ve got going.”

“Do I still get to have sex with you, and kiss you whenever I want?”

I smile. “You bet your sweet ass you do.”

“Then I’ll survive. But just.”

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