Porn Stars 2: The Beginning of the End by Miss Fabiola Joseph & Mr Matthew Lee Ramsey

Author:Miss Fabiola Joseph & Mr Matthew Lee Ramsey [Joseph, Miss Fabiola & Ramsey, Matthew Lee]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781470110383
Amazon: 1470110385
Publisher: CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform
Published: 2012-02-27T05:00:00+00:00

Paul Huffington

“CUT.”

Two days later I was on the set of Roommates, I had gotten the part after all. I got the call three hours after Lanell sped off. The casting director was waiting for me to scream and yell with joy but that didn’t happen. I didn’t even smile about it until the morning of shooting.

“That was really good Jezebel, fucking fantastic. Your timing is so right on, you got this girl,” my TV boyfriend said as he patted me on the back.

“You keep this up; old Marvin will fuck around and make you a regular.”

I smiled and thanked him. My dream was coming true; I was on a real Hollywood set, really acting. Not just moaning and fucking. But the moment wasn’t all that it could be. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I had called him nonstop but he still hadn’t picked up. I just wanted to hear his voice, even if he were to pick up and tell me to fuck off. I just needed to hear something, anything from him. And after a twelve hour day on the set, I was still calling. I called as I walked to my car, I called once I was in my car, and I called him all the way home when he didn’t pick up, I sent him another text. Please Lanell, just pick up and talk to me, or at least text me back. Just let me explain. If you ever loved me, give me that chance. I need to talk to you, I need to see you, I need to be with you, and I need you to forgive me and love me. Don’t you love me still, don’t you want to give me a chance to at least try and fix things?

I sat in front of Breeze’s place and waited for a response that never came. I felt numb and vacant inside. I tried to feel the pain that was there when I spoke to his wife but that was gone, I tried to feel joy from my time on the set and couldn’t feel that either. I couldn’t feel anything, I was empty. So as I sat there, in my car, erasing all of the calls and texts to Lanell out of my outgoing call list, I tried to get used to the feeling, thinking that this was how I was going to feel for the rest of my life. After a short while, I mustered up the strength to get out of my car and head inside.

“SURPRISE!”

I looked around the room and saw familiar faces. They were all from work, some friends and some foes.

“We got her, look at her face,” Breeze said as he headed my way.

“This is to congratulate you on your first year in the business, and for your first day working on Roommates. How did it go, did you have fun baby?”

He wrapped his arms around me and planted a big kiss on my lips. I looked around the room, really looking for a way out, but I knew that getting out wasn’t going to happen.

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