Love Songs Box Set by J.D. Walker

Author:J.D. Walker [Walker, J.D.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: JMS Books LLC
Published: 2018-02-04T00:00:00+00:00

THE END

Paint It, Black

Life is what you make it.

“Trent, I need you to cover for Nigel tomorrow morning.”

I sighed internally, seeing my day off disappear in the wind. I glanced at Tammy, my boss. “Sick again, is he?” I asked while restocking the blank money orders next to the printer.

She rolled her eyes. “You called it. I don’t know what’s up, but he and I are gonna have a talk when he gets back.” Poor Nigel. Tammy’s “talks” tended to be brutal.

“I’ll be here, like always.”

Tammy patted my cheek. “I knew I could count on you, no matter what the grapevine says.” I scowled at her as she blew me a kiss and wandered off in search of others to torture.

I was aware of what everyone said about me. Trent the slut; sleeps with any man who’s breathing; likes a good time. As if that was what defined me. They had no idea who I really was. Then again, did I really know anymore?

I did my job well, and management had no complaints, for which I was thankful. It shouldn’t matter what I did on my own time, though perhaps sleeping with co-workers wasn’t the wisest thing I’d ever done.

Still, there’d been Ry Archibald, hot and currently unavailable Ry Archibald in the produce department who’d been the first guy since my late teens to make me think beyond the next fuck. He’d awoken feelings and emotions that I’d all but forgotten. And then I realized he wasn’t interested in more than a tryst, and didn’t that hurt, getting a taste of my own medicine? It was a year ago, and still, it stung.

He was with Georgie Baldt now, who had quit the grocery store to pursue a Master’s degree in…whatever. Yeah, if that’s what Ry was looking for, there was no way I could compete. And I hadn’t realized until then how much I really wanted to be with someone. It almost reminded me of the time years ago when…

I tossed aside my long brown bangs—and thoughts—and went to help a customer. By lunch time, I was starving. Lately, I’d been eating outside the store because I didn’t want to talk to anyone unless I had to. I’d felt off-kilter since my encounters with Ry had ended. I thought I’d long buried the wish to be loved and cherished by someone, but there it was, front and center.

I mean, I’d deliberately set up my life to be frivolous and day-to-day, because it was better this way, as I’d learned from hard experience. I didn’t have to feel any pain or heartache. No one would betray me, and I didn’t have to feel ashamed of myself for any reason. Or end up in the hospital. I’d worked hard to get where I was today.

All I’d wanted people to see was the slender, brown-haired, blue-eyed angel whose only claim to fame was a hot body and a tight ass. And hadn’t I succeeded? But I used to want more—be more. When had

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