I'm All In (The Berotte Family Book 9) by Monica Walters

Author:Monica Walters [Walters, Monica]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2022-12-15T18:30:00+00:00

CHAPTER 12

LYNN

I felt for Arrow’s sister and her children. The next day, he called me and then came over when I got off work, filling me in on the details. Our time together was short, though, because I wasn’t feeling well. He massaged my belly and held me until I fell asleep, despite how tired I knew he was. This weight loss journey was eating my fucking lunch, but I knew it was so worth it. I’d made it my first week at work… barely.

I was depressed as hell. Part of the reason was because of a new development since my surgery. I was overthinking shit and constantly doubting myself. Although I’d lost twenty-one pounds two weeks post op, it was like I still saw myself the way I was before surgery. While I knew I would lose even more weight as time went along, I was hating the process.

On top of that, I hadn’t spoken to Arrow. I was at war within myself. He seemed to be everything I wanted, and I was getting in my own way. He’d been calling me every day since Wednesday morning and had even sent flowers to my job on Friday. I hadn’t been to the gym since Tuesday, and I just felt like I was dying inside.

Jazzy had said that maybe I came back to work too quickly. I didn’t know what it was. I just knew that I didn’t want to be bothered with anyone… not even Arrow. There were times during those days that I just wanted him to show up at my place and rescue me from myself. Then there were other times that I knew if he did, I wouldn’t even answer the door.

I lay on the sofa, wishing that I could pull myself out of the funk I was in, but I knew that I would just have to wait for it to pass. This wasn’t something Arrow should have to deal with, and at this point, I was feeling like he was too good for me. No one wanted to be in a relationship where they had to put up with shit like this, especially if they were barely together. Arrow and I hadn’t even established whether we were even exclusive or not. While I felt like I was probably the only woman he was seeing, I knew that it wasn’t fair to him.

He was the only man I was interested in, for sure. He was the only man that had caught my attention and rendered me speechless in years. The man was physically perfect. We hadn’t even been talking long enough for me to know if he was perfect in any other way, but so far, to me, he was the complete package. He had an amazing career, was financially stable, kind, compassionate, and loving.

God, what’s wrong with me? This had never happened to me before. I was always pretty confident. So this mental space I was in was taking me for a loop. As I had my woe is me moment, there was a knock at my door.

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