Dangerously Happy by Varian Krylov

Author:Varian Krylov [Krylov, Varian]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 0101-01-01T00:00:00+00:00

We had one other marathon session, this time with me bound and gagged (but without the blindfold or headphones), with Vera reluctantly following Dario’s orders and occasionally getting flogged for carrying them out poorly. They both fucked me senseless. And, before her flight back to New York, we had one rather languid and very sweet lovemaking session, just Vera and me, while Dario watched. It would have been a week of blissful perfection except for the way things went over the weekend. Because Vera knew that we’d made a unique exception in letting her into our bed, and because she knew we were keeping our relationship a secret, she wasn’t at all shy about touching me, taking my hand, perching in my lap, and even coaxing me into a couple very public, very intense kisses. When I tried to get her to cool it a bit a couple of times, she just laughed and said that if I wanted to keep my big secret, having a beard at the shows was the best way to avert suspicion. As usual, Dario didn’t seem bothered at all, but I felt like shit. I told him so when Vera’d gone back to New York and he’d asked me, after taking me in his arms and kissing me sweetly, whether I felt good about the way the days with our guest had gone, or if I wanted to talk about anything.

“Why do you feel bad about that?” he asked.

“It just feels unfair, wrong, that you’re the one I’m with, you’re the one I love, but I feel like she and I were coming off as a couple while everyone else was around.”

“My feelings aren’t hurt, if that’s what you’re worried about.”

“How can they not be?”

“They just aren’t. Don’t you believe me?”

“It’s not like I think you’re lying. I just can’t understand. My feelings would be hurt.”

“Aidan, I get you all to myself most nights of the week. We just spent a week playing with Vera to the point of utter exhaustion. And we’re part of this thriving, evolving, creative thing that happens every weekend. My life has never felt as full or as happy as it does right now. With you. I don’t need anything to be different. But it sounds like maybe you do.”

“I’m not saying I’m not happy. You know I’m happy with you, don’t you?”

His calming, earnest smile. “I know.” A warm, sweet, lasting kiss. “I just get the feeling that it doesn’t work for you, keeping such a fundamental part of your life a secret. And there’s nothing I can do about that. That’s for you to work out, in your own time, in your own way. You just have to remember that it’s troubling you, not me.”

That night we made love very tenderly, taking our time coming back to the us that didn’t include Vera. God, I felt so in love it almost hurt. Every look he gave me, every smile, the sound of his voice, the way he

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