BDSM Romance Collection by Anita Lawless Roxxy Meyer Leigh Foxlee

Author:Anita Lawless, Roxxy Meyer, Leigh Foxlee
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Wild & Lawless Writers

Nash glanced over at Eli. “I’m sorry about … the other night.”

Eli raised an eyebrow as their gazes met. “I’m not the one you should be apologizing to.”

“I already told Fiona I was sorry.” He focused once more on the house they watched. “I acted like an asshole. I read her instructions. Knew what was involved. I just didn’t think we’d be slapping her so hard.” He winced at the memory.

“BDSM play takes some getting used to. For many in the lifestyle, pain is a part of pleasure.”

Nash nodded. He knew it would take him awhile to accustom to this world his ex-wife, and his brother, were now a part of. Fiona had explained to him that, for her, it was about the high that came with the adrenaline rush the pain created. There was a spiritual element too that resulted from pushing herself to her limits, denying the orgasm until she was nearly mad with the need for release. The pain heightened the pleasure and took her to an altered state of consciousness.

“Some live the life 24/7,” Eli continued to explain. “It’s not always about pain for everyone, either. Some find pleasure, freedom, through serving another. Satisfying their needs satisfies their own. Some also incorporate punishment not only as sexual gratification, but as discipline when a dom is displeased. BDSM is far more complex than most outside the subculture realize.”

They were parked outside Murphy’s place, waiting to go in and confront the MMA fighter. Mako and Alves would arrive soon and they would pay him a visit. Nash had selected a spot far enough away from the house so they would remain inconspicuous, but close enough that Murphy couldn’t give them the slip.

In an effort to kill time while they wait for Alves and Mako, he asked, “How’d you get into the lifestyle?”

Eli smiled, and nostalgia showed in his expression. “I was a street kid. Stole this woman’s purse and she ran after me. I was a skinny twenty-year-old back then and she packed a mean punch. She gave me options. Said I could avoid the cops if I’d do something for her. Turned out Rose was a dominatrix working for Surrender. She took me under her wing and the rest is history.”

“Where’s Rose now?”

Eli heaved a great sigh and looked away from him. “Rose was a former old lady. She left the motorcycle club she was affiliated with when it got too deep into dealing drugs. A rival of the cartel her husband was muling for gunned her down one night when she was walking home. They didn’t know she’d left him. The murder was a warning to her ex.” Eli’s voice went gravelly with emotion.

Nash reached over and gave his shoulder a brusque squeeze. His gut tightened with compassion for his rival. “I’m sorry, man.”

Eli nodded and looked forward.

“That thing we did … scening? Would you be willing to do it again?” Nash said.

Eli shrugged. “Sure, for Fiona I’ll do anything.”

Nash locked eyes with him. The big Polynesian wasn’t goading him.

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