Always Tried and Proven by Hopper Nancy

Author:Hopper, Nancy [Hopper, Nancy]
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Published: 2013-03-31T21:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER SIX

Sam had three states' travel time to think over what had happened between he and Callie. Her words kept stabbing into his heart with alarming recall, over and over. Only it seemed to hurt more, every time he played the tapes again.

How had he let it happen? How could he have lost his temper with her, knowing she was ready to explode? Would she ever recant those horrible things she'd said? Had he caused her to lose her new faith in God? The very thing that was her only link to healing, of whatever it was inside her that made her so bitter?

Sam had no illusions. He knew it was his fault. He could have let her go inside without confronting her. He could have endured her minor slight. He could have waited out her mood, allowed her pique to diminish as they traveled alone together. Callie was the tender, new Christian. He was the one who was supposed to be mature.

No. He knew that his darling love; his only love, was lost to him. He had no way to know if he would ever have a chance to convince her that all the things she'd said to him were not true.

Not only that, but he was afraid to his toes that she would make good on her threats. Callie didn't know any other men she could love or be happily intimate with. If she did, she would have already been in a relationship, when they met. Thus, if she made good on her threat, she'd be spreading her legs indiscriminately, being used by beasts who cared nothing for her – just using her as a sperm receptacle. Giving them pleasure for pleasure's sake, without any love.

That hurt more than anything. To think that he'd driven her back to a place where she preferred that – to him. To not wanting his love. Her loveliness, defiled by animals for the sake of a moment's mindless coupling. The emotion that picture conjured in his gut, made him want to throw up.

But, he had done this. And now, he had to live with the fact that whoever was enjoying her charms, would not be him.

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