The Complete Legal Affairs Series by Sawyer Bennett

Author:Sawyer Bennett
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Fiction, Romance
Publisher: Big Dog Books, LLC
Published: 2022-03-02T00:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 10

From the Diary of Macy Carrington:

Dear Diary,

I haven’t seen Cal in three days. After hours of unmitigated fucking in Utah, we returned to New York and went our separate ways.

Am I worried?

No.

Because it was the best sex ever, and we are destined to come back together again.

Being with him is the biggest rush. The orgasms he gives to me are singularly unique, each one surpassing the previous. So different from the ones I give myself. They’re deeper, longer, and more invasive. They seize my body and my mind. They consume me like white noise and when the buzz of ecstasy wanes, I only crave him more desperately.

I want it again.

I want it over and over.

I want it longer and harder.

Dirtier. I want to do filthy things with him.

He’s unleashed something inside of me that I don’t think is meant to be contained.

Cal has asked me out each night since we’ve returned. The first night, he invited me to dinner at his place. I declined, because dinner at his place would lead to amazing fucking, which would lead to expectations for me to stay the night.

I don’t do overnights.

This he should know because when we finally fucked ourselves dry in Utah, I snuck off to my own hotel room and slept alone. He never said a word about it the next day.

The next two nights, he just invited me to dinner, it being implied it would be at a restaurant somewhere. I also declined because I don’t want him to try to wine and dine me. I’m a sure bet. I’ll willingly get on my back and spread my legs for him. He doesn’t have to try to get me there, because I’ll crawl there myself and even beg him to obliterate my misery. Anything past submerging ourselves into a haze of sex is wasted on me, but more importantly, threatens to hurt him in the long run. Cal is a man that will give his heart in any way he can, and I am not the person he wants to waste that on.

This means I know that I’ll have to give him up one day. It’s a thought that already saddens me and creates a black hole of emptiness within. But I have to minimize the damage I’ll do to him, and the best way is to make sure that I give him nothing but my body. I can never let him know that I’m a person that has the potential to be saved, because I know he’s the type that would ride in on his white horse and slay all my demons.

I don’t deserve that from him, and I can only hope that he’s content for a while with just fucking me.

So, dear diary, I sent a message to him. A simple invitation, really.

Meet me at The Heritage Hotel at 8 PM. Toys are optional.

I waited for almost an hour for his reply. It was just one word, but it made me smile.

Okay.

And I feel brighter inside just anticipating seeing this man again soon.

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