The Billionaire And The Nanny (Book One) by Paige North

Author:Paige North [North, Paige]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Favor Ford Publishing
Published: 2017-09-30T03:00:00+00:00

Ethan

I don’t fall in love. I don’t let women into my life past the guard gate. The biggest reason is because love doesn’t last, so why invest into it? It’s a honeymoon phase, it’s la-la land. Sure, it’s awesome how she and I have been spending time together around the house, going for walks in the park, going on dates in the evening once the baby is put in bed, and all that. I love taking her into stores and letting her choose things. She never lets me pay, but I always insist and sometimes get the clerk to ring it up on my card.

She’s stubborn as fuck, but she’s real. Down to earth. A real woman with real good values. Her mama raised her right. I have to remember to thank her if I ever see her. The whole thing is a fucking fantasy come true. But fantasies don’t last. They don’t follow through. They always fall apart—everybody knows that.

Half my brain tells me “so what?” Enjoy what you have while you have it, Ethan. So what if it’s an illusion? So what if this woman’s head in your lap while you watch Baby Einstein is a mirage that will disappear as soon as you can’t handle the real pressures of a love relationship anymore? And that baby over there, crawling toward the TV cabinet, trying to figure out how to pull herself up so she can reach those shiny toys on the big screen? Another mirage who’ll one day fade away when she grows up and leaves you in the dust.

It’s better you end this soon. You’re getting in way too deep.

It’s the best choice for everything. Yes, there will be a period of temporary pain for everybody, but then soon, life will resume in a much better way for both of them than I could’ve ever provided. I don’t deserve them.

I am damaged goods to the nth degree.

But because of Penelope, I’m trying to stay positive. She has a way of seeing things that instills hope in me, and I’m trying to adopt that same mentality. I’ve gone all in these next two weeks. We make love more and more like we did on the balcony. We make dinners together, and we talk about her startup business. She’s even let me step in a bit to help, between her website and sending her a couple of my client’s clients. It’s small and humble, but it keeps her busy and happy, and there’s nothing I love more than seeing her happy.

She deserves it.

She deserves so much more than I can give her.

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