Susie Learns the Hard Way by Roger Quine

Author:Roger Quine
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: chimera, erotic, ebook, fiction, domination, submission, damsel in distress, cp, corporal punishment, spanking, BDSM, S&M, bondage
ISBN: 9781907976674
Publisher: Chimera Books
Published: 2011-04-04T04:00:00+00:00

Chapter Eleven

‘Why don’t you come up with me?’ Susie smiled sweetly, but Harry didn’t rise to the bait, and continued to say nothing.

They’d driven across town in total silence, not speaking like lovers after a tiff. Which was what they’d had. Susie didn’t want to go back to the agency, didn’t want to mix with people like the American and Yoshimura, didn’t want to find herself in that position again. ‘It’s so grubby and tacky,’ she’d said. But if she’d been honest with Harry, she’d have told him she was frightened. She couldn’t, though, because she wasn’t being honest with herself. She was frightened, mixing in a world she didn’t know or understand, and if that had been all there was to it she might have admitted that to Harry. But the truth was that she was more frightened of herself, scared that she had not made her excuses and left when the moment arose, not because she was inexperienced or nervous, but because there was a force far greater than fear making her go on. She liked sex too much. She liked the things these people were doing to her, the sensations they made her feel, and the way her body responded to the excitement of strangers. She couldn’t say no, and was afraid of being put in situations where she ought to say no.

All this Susie had understood from the start but tried to ignore. Last night in her silent flat, alone in the dark, knowing fingers busy recreating the sensations of ice-cubes and ugly boxers, the realisation had come to her at the exact moment her muscles had tensed and jerked her knees up and apart. She slid two straight fingers deeper and deeper into the honeyed darkness of that wet cavern, like pushing them into a bowl of warm syrup, and as the final spasms washed over her the understanding was total and clear. But this morning her brain had refused to acknowledge what her instincts knew, and forced her to find other reasons to protest about the way things were going.

So she’d had the blazing row with Harry, and it had been made worse because despite the denial of her conscious mind, her instincts refused to lie down and be silent. As the argument rose in pitch and tenor and they began shouting at each other, her anger played catalyst to the fear of confrontation and set her knickers aflame with warm liquid as her body swelled and flowered, an unwanted reminder of the truth.

Running out of cogent reasons for her standpoint, Susie accused Harry of being the last of a dying breed, called him a dinosaur. Harry said that if the future of journalism depended on snotty-nosed kids who ran home to mummy the minute things got difficult then he was glad it was the end of the world because he didn’t want to be a part of it.

That hurt. She’d told the editor, and Harry, and most importantly herself, that she was tough

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