Loving You Forever (Battle Born MC Book 7) by Scarlett Black

Author:Scarlett Black [Black, Scarlett]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-01-08T00:00:00+00:00

Pawn

I look at her and see the damage I have done. All the reasons I would tell myself to leave. The doubt starts crawling in like the devil telling me lies. Pushing them away, I promised myself to be better. I have to take her pain and give her time to heal for what I have done but she’s wrong about one thing. “I never slept with Topaz or any other stripper that day.”

“Stop,” she begs, “I can’t keep going around and around. Pawn, we’ve never been exclusive to each other. It’s none of my business-”

“Tami,” I interrupt her rant, “I haven’t slept with another woman, kissed another woman since you.”

Her hand comes up to her throat, and she shakes her head back and forth, not willing to believe the truth today, but she will. My body craves her touch, the softness of her skin, the scent of her.

“Come here, angel, please.” This time I beg.

Tami’s soft sob gets caught in her throat and the tears roll down her beautiful face. Gently, I cup her face in my hands and kiss the pain away. “I’m sorry for everything.”

“You left me when you promised me you would never.” Her hands grip my shoulders. My cut she grasps onto with all her strength. “How many times are we going to say goodbye? Every time it gets harder.” Tami exhales and swats my hands away from her face, “You left me, and I was alone and had Cash. I wanted to die, and you weren’t there to even talk to. You never asked about him or me. Nothing!” She screams and cries through it all and I let her beat my chest with her tiny fists.

I’ll take it all, the only person on this earth that can. I’ll allow her attack against me because her love, her heart, I abused. She starts to tire, and I grip her wrist at the middle of my chest above my heart. “It will never be goodbye with us, Tami, you are in my blood, laced with love. I’m going to do better.”

I don’t promise and make guarantees, I’m going to show her and win her back, where she’s always belonged. There is no alternative for me. I’ve lived in darkness and she is the light. Everything in me is addicted to her without her there is nothing. “The letters and pictures Solo brought me, I could only tolerate to look at the pictures. I was in a fucked-up place Tami and I wasn’t ready to read your words yet, because that is how much you meant to me.”

“I’m so tired.” She chokes and pulls to get away from me, but I won’t let her go, not yet.

Tugging her to me and bring her up to sit on my lap draping her legs to the side. “I didn’t give up on us. I kept the letters that you sent me, and I read them. I’m sorry Angel, you were alone and hurting. I didn’t give you what you needed.

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