Love.Lesson.Lost. by Jaye Diane

Author:Jaye Diane
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: family drama, relationships, family, interracial
Publisher: Jaye Diane

On the night of Ellie and Joe’s anniversary party, Mara wisely stayed home, pretending she had a headache. She didn’t want to see Gray outside of work ever again. She liked him too much. It annoyed her how her terrible experience with Marc seemed to fade away when Gray was around. The lessons that Marc had taught her were lessons that she could not allow herself to forget.

In the couple of weeks that had passed since his confession, they’d been very professional with each other and nothing more. She knew it was important that they never cross the line of being coworkers. But she still felt bad because she was obviously very attracted and so was he.

Sitting alone in her room, Mara tried to watch television. The party was in a nearby hall and her mother had told her to come if she started to feel any better. But Mara knew that she wouldn’t go anywhere near the place. She was thankful that it was Friday and she was off the next few days. Joe and Ellie had closed the store early that day and were going away once the party was over.

She needed the time to herself. She needed to remind herself of the importance of keeping her distance from Gray or any other guy that might come along.

She watched music videos for a while and then scrolled through the channels hoping to find a movie. On one of the premium channels, a romantic comedy she’d seen before played and she settled down to watch it. Although she’d enjoyed it before, she couldn’t laugh at the funny parts, distracted by her thoughts.

She wondered if Gray would make love as well as Marc had. Although she’d been sickened to learn that Marc was her brother, before she’d known they were related she’d loved jumping into bed with him. Although she didn’t look back on those times fondly, knowing what she now knew, she loved sex and missed it.

She thought about Gray telling her that he’d jerked off. She’d never been so flattered by anything in her life. It was something that she’d never thought to even try but now she became curious. Could she find a way to please herself? She decided to find out.

She took her pajama pants off, then removed her panties. She started to take her shirt off then decided she didn’t want to be completely naked. If someone came home and knocked on her door, she didn’t want to take too long to dress again.

She got out of the bed and locked her door, then turned off the TV and the light. Climbing into her bed, she pulled the blankets up all the way over her head, her breathing uneven as she contemplated what she was about to do.

Would it be pathetic? Or was she taking charge of herself? She pushed away her thoughts and wondered where she should start.

Closing her eyes, she cupped her own breasts, gently squeezing them. Her nipples instantly peaked and she

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