If I Stay (Definitions) by Gayle Forman

Author:Gayle Forman [Forman, Gayle]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781407048574
Goodreads: 17426239
Publisher: RHCP
Published: 2009-05-06T14:00:00+00:00

9:06 p.m.

‘I’VE GOT EXACTLY twenty minutes before our manager has a total shit fit.’ Brooke Vega’s raspy voice booms in the hospital’s now-quiet lobby. So this is Adam’s idea: Brooke Vega, the indie-music goddess and lead singer of Bikini. In a trademark punky glam outfit – tonight it’s a short bubble skirt, fishnets, high black leather boots, an artfully ripped-up ‘Shooting Star’ T-shirt, topped off with a vintage fur shrug and a pair of black Jackie O glasses – she stands out in the hospital lobby like an ostrich in a chicken coop. She’s surrounded by people: Liz and Sarah; Mike and Fitzy, Shooting Star’s rhythm guitarist and bass player, respectively, plus a handful of Portland hipsters who I vaguely recognize. With her magenta hair, she’s like the sun, around which her admiring planets revolve. Adam is like a moon, standing off to the side, stroking his chin. Meanwhile, Kim looks shell-shocked, like a bunch of Martians just entered the building. Or maybe it’s because Kim worships Brooke Vega. In fact, so does Adam. Aside from me, this was one of the few things they had in common.

‘I’ll have you out of here in fifteen,’ Adam promises, stepping into her galaxy.

She strides toward him. ‘Adam, baby,’ she croons. ‘How you holding up?’ Brooke encircles him in a hug as if they are old friends, though I know that they only met for the first time today; just yesterday Adam was saying how nervous he was about it. But now she’s here acting like his best friend. That’s the power of the scene, I guess. As she embraces Adam, I see every guy and girl in that lobby watching enviously, wishing that they were the ones getting the consolatory cuddle from Brooke.

I can’t help but wonder if I were here, if I were watching this as regular old Mia, would I feel jealous, too? Then again, if I were regular old Mia, Brooke Vega would not be in this hospital lobby as part of some great ruse to get Adam in to see me.

‘OK, kids. Time to rock-and-roll. Adam, what’s the plan?’ Brooke asks.

‘You are the plan. I hadn’t really thought beyond you going up to the ICU and making a ruckus.’

Brooke licks her bee-stung lips. ‘Making a ruckus is one of my favorite things to do. What do you think we should do? Let out a primal scream? Strip? Smash a guitar? Wait, I didn’t bring my guitar. Damn.’

‘You could sing something?’ someone suggests.

‘How about that old Smiths song ‘Girlfriend in a Coma’?’ someone calls.

Adam blanches at this sudden reality check and Brooke raises her eyebrows in a stern rebuke. Everyone goes serious.

Kim clears her throat. ‘Um, it doesn’t do us any good if Brooke is a diversion in the lobby. We need to go upstairs to the ICU and then maybe someone could shout that Brooke Vega is here. That might do it. If it doesn’t, then sing. All we really want is to lure a couple of curious nurses out, and that grouchy head nurse after them.

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