Club Deviant by Kady Ash

Author:Kady Ash [Ash, Kady]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Flower Bone Publishing
Published: 2023-10-15T16:00:00+00:00

Twelve

Kaz

Aftercare isn’t my specialty. Praise isn’t either, to be fair, yet Isla pulled more of that out in me than I think I’ve ever given, and now I find myself wanting to take care of her.

I’ve got it bad.

She might think I was kidding about the whole “try to kick me out” thing, but I’m not. She’s half my size, I’d like to see her try.

Carefully, I scoop her out of the bed and carry her to the bathroom, setting her down in the tub of hot water I drew for her and climb in behind her. “Can we talk about what happened?” I ask. “I realize that was a lot.”

Her head falls back against my arm so she can look up at my chin. “Yeah. We can talk about it.”

Something close to shame grips my chest for the first time in my life as I look down at her naked, bruised body. I can see my fingerprints everywhere, my teeth marks, the way she’s trembling. She was fucking perfect for me and I took too much.

I always take too much.

“I...” Fuck. Now that she said yes, I don’t know what to say. Thank you? I’m sorry? I hope you like my face, because I’m never letting you out of my sight again? “I’ll be worse next time,” I say instead, because it’s true.

I held back for her.

“Worse?” she asks, her small hand reaching up to rest against my jaw. “Worse how?”

If only we were at my house instead of hers. I could take her downstairs and show her the cage, the restraints, the knives lining the walls. Then nearly surgical-grade cleanliness of the whole room, because the last thing I’d want is a pet getting an infection. I could show her the tapes I have of the things I’ve done. The trinkets I’ve kept from the men I’ve killed. Maybe then she’d understand.

But maybe then she’d hate me.

“I told you, Isla. I’m a sadist. I’m not... good.”

“It felt good to me,” she argues. “Did you not see what I did to my sheets?” Slowly, she turns around to move into my lap. “I like your pain.”

It’s crashing, the hope that floods through me. I always sensed she might be the one, but I had my doubts. Zoe was in the way, she’d never been with anyone like me, and there are so few masochists who fit the bill. There are plenty of emotional masochists, sure... and even ones who use pain to make themselves feel something other than numb. But the ones whose wires are crossed like mine, where pain is pleasure and pleasure is pain... they’re rare.

Could she truly be one of them? And at this point, with the way she’s looking at me right now, do I really care if she’s not?

“You did make a mess of your sheets,” I comment. “I’ll change them before we go to bed.”

“Mmhm.” She touches my face again. “Did you want that as long as I have?”

“Longer,” I rumble because I’m sure of it.

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