Bodhi by A.R. Hadley

Author:A.R. Hadley [Hadley, A.R.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Chameleon Productions
Published: 2018-10-12T16:00:00+00:00

“Compersion. Do you know what it means, Audrey?” he’d asked one night as they lay in his bed together.

“I've never heard it.”

“Have you ever felt jealousy while watching me interact with people here?”

“No.” She blushed. “But I haven’t watched you … be intimate with anyone.”

“You’ve watched me teach, seen me paddle and flog and cane others. That’s still a form of intimacy.”

“I didn’t feel jealous. What does it mean? The word.”

“Did your husband exhibit jealousy?”

“Gavin…”

He ran his finger under her collar as she leaned into his touch.

“Ex,” she whispered. “Yes.”

What? Do you want my permission to explore this … this whatever shit? she recalled Dell asking many moons ago.

Kink, honey.

An open marriage? You want to watch me have sex with other women? I can’t watch you…

“You've felt it too,” Gavin said, interrupting her daydream as he guided her eyes back to his. “A stab of pain so sharp it nearly rends you in two. Yes?”

She nodded, dropped her gaze.

“Jealousy is a fear of losing something that was never ours to begin with.”

She noticed he waited for her to absorb his forthright words.

“I'm. Not. Afraid. Of. Losing. You.”

Audrey stared into the starry-night sky of his eyes. Grabbing him at the nape of his neck, she pulled his face closer and kissed him.

“Do you have any idea the pleasure it brings me to fulfill your fantasies and desires? To watch other people touch you. To watch you touch them. It brings me joy witnessing your joy. I feel love watching you love. Some people feel jealousy and compersion at the same time. It’s beautiful, Audrey.”

“Gavin,” she said, the ache she felt in her back and loins somehow present in her voice.

“Have you imagined me with Peyton?”

Audrey’s eyes closed in slow motion, and as they reopened, she was positive they were filled with not only lust, but a deep-seated desire to see him experiencing satisfaction through his encounters with another man. No one person could be anybody’s everything. Years of marriage had taught her that lesson.

“Yes, sir,” she said in a husky voice.

“Audrey, that’s compersion.”

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