BWWM Female Vampire Romance 1: A Woman Turned by Mary T Williams

Author:Mary T Williams [Williams, Mary T]
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Tags: Romance, Vampires, Multicultural, Paranormal, United States, Two Hours or More (65-100 Pages), African American, Multicultural & Interracial, Literature & Fiction
Amazon: B00TA48JF0
Published: 2015-02-05T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter 4

I continued to sit in the park and thought back to Ryan. He looked shocked, but at the same time I noticed something else with him. He was disgusted, and I hated seeing that side of him. I didn’t think he would be that offended, but apparently he was. I hated it, and I just wanted it to be erased from my mind forever.

I hated this. I thought I might get accepted when I turned. But it seemed that he didn’t care. He thought I was disgusting. He thought I was a disaster, and I know that he wasn’t happy with this as well. It was over for us, I’m sure of it. I wanted to end this now before I felt even more pain later on.

I thought about how to do this. I didn’t have a phone because Raphael took it from me, but I also knew that if I went back over there I could endanger my life. I had to tell him though that this was over. There was no way I could continue a relationship like this. I was scared to, especially after everything that has happened.

I still felt hurt. I was scared of what was going to happen to me now. Would I ever be able to return to a normal life? Or was this the end of it? I didn’t think I could handle it at this point. After all, it seemed to me that everything was turning for the worst now. I hated it, but that’s the way life happens. It sucks, and then you die.

Of course, as a vampire I don’t die.

That was another thing. I felt like everything changed just because of this one thing. I couldn’t believe that one little thing in my life could change everything. I knew Ryan and I were over. I couldn’t go back to that, especially after the way he looked at me. I would just have to move on, and I would think of something.

I thought about what to do. The best thing at this point would be to go back to my apartment and call Ryan. I would tell him that I’m done, that there was no way I could keep up this façade. I might cry again, but I had to let him go. It was killing me as much as it was probably killing him.

I sat under the trees and sobbed. I heard a rustle in the distance, but I didn’t think anything of it. It was probably just some tiny little animal or something. All of a sudden though, I heard something coming closer. What the hell was that? What did that creature want with me?

I put my guard up. I felt weak, and it wasn’t just because of what happened. I probably needed to feed again, the little taste of blood wasn’t enough for me. I know I didn’t break the skin, but I could taste his blood under there. It tasted delectable, but I know that I can’t have it.

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