A Well-Laid Trap: The Story Of A Professional Hotwife by Arnica Butler

Author:Arnica Butler
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Publisher: Thirteenth Line Publications
Published: 2016-01-04T00:00:00+00:00

As I crossed the lobby, I remember talking to myself. It seemed to be a long way. A long journey. I had time to think about a lot of things, somehow. All of my thoughts were condensed into little packets, because I had already done so much thinking and re-thinking up to this point.

And now, I decided, it was time to stop thinking, and to act.

I cross-examined myself.

Did I love Jordan?

I did. I loved Jordan and I didn't want to lose her.

Did I enjoy the idea of Jordan with other men, as a sexual fantasy?

I did.

And did I want this sexual fantasy more than I wanted a good marriage?

Ah. Every man's ultimate question.

Because no, of course not. Of course not.

But there's a way, isn't there, to have one's cake and eat it too? We all believe that.

I told myself to shut up.

I argued with myself.

And then, just inches from the heavy walnut door, and the brass handle that would open it, I decided: I was going to open the door, find my wife, and take her home. I was going to forgive her, I was going to take the blame, I was going to work on my marriage instead of my career. I was going to talk to Jordan, ask her what I wasn't satisfying, listen to her answer, find a way to work through whatever this was, together. But most importantly, I was going to talk to her. No more lies.

I threw open the door with brave conviction.

And my heart sank, right through my feet.

No Jordan. My eyes swept the room again and again, the hostess looked at me, alarmed. No Jordan. No Jordan. She wasn't missable, not in that dress.

She just...wasn't there.

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