Sliding Into Home by Kendra Wilkinson

Author:Kendra Wilkinson
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Tags: Autobiography, Kendra, Models (Persons) - United States, Biography, Television personalities - United States, Entertainment & Performing Arts - General, Entertainment & Performing Arts, General, United States, Television personalities, Rich & Famous, Models (Persons), Biography & Autobiography, Wilkinson, Entertainment & Performing Arts - Television Personalities
ISBN: 9781439180914
Publisher: Simon & Schuster
Published: 2010-07-15T05:00:00+00:00

After shopping I was pooped, but I wanted to enjoy L.A. a little bit. I was hoping some of the girls would want to go out and have fun at a club or something, but when I asked around, I noticed most people were in their pajamas. I didn’t understand what was going on, until someone told me we had a nine P.M. curfew.

What? Shut the fuck up!

My first day at the Mansion was overwhelming and exciting, but my first night was one of the loneliest of my life. I used to strip until two in the morning. I was clearly a night person; I couldn’t go to sleep at nine P.M. But that was the rule. Hef didn’t want his girls out on the town, getting into trouble and hurting Playboy’s reputation.

That evening I sat in my room for a while, staring at the ceiling, not knowing what to do with myself. I took a bath in my new big Jacuzzi tub—soaking in my new life—and then went downstairs into the kitchen to talk to the butlers (even when I was just visiting, I always loved the butlers). I talked to them until two A.M. I wasn’t sure what I was allowed to say or if I could ask about Hef and the other girls, so we just talked about sports and life. I also used that time to take advantage of the “eat anything you want” policy in the Mansion’s kitchen. I had chili cheese fries and a cheeseburger and some beer. It was like a real-life Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. I could have anything I wanted—and I did. I ate until I couldn’t fit one more piece of food into my mouth. It was kind of gross, but delicious, too.

The next morning I woke up still full from my late-night meal but with nothing to do with my day. We had no responsibilities during most weekdays, so I sat around the house. I was so bored and felt so alone. I had Martini and Raskal there to keep me sane, but other than that I had no one.

The first time I visited the Mansion it seemed so big and overwhelming. I thought that I could stay there and be happy forever. After I’d lived there a couple weeks, the Mansion felt like home, and while it was still beautiful, it started to feel really small. I got used to my surroundings and I’d see the same people and feel like I was living in a tiny community instead of a big house. I would walk my dogs in the evening and have moments where I would look around, sigh, and try to take it all in because I knew early on that it wasn’t going to last forever and I wanted to remember as much of the good parts of the experience as possible. Then at night it was back to the kitchen for more burgers and fries.

A few weeks after I moved into the Mansion, out of nowhere I was given a large amount of cash from Hef.

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