Power Struggle: A Steamy MM Age-Gap, Forced Proximity Romance by A.D. Ellis

Author:A.D. Ellis [Ellis, A.D.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781942647683
Publisher: A.D. Ellis Publishing
Published: 2020-11-24T16:00:00+00:00

Nine

Paul

“So, there are two wineries right here close by, but only one is open today,” I mused as I studied my phone. Jami’s head was in my lap as he scrolled his social media.

A pang of sadness rippled through me as I thought of how perfect we were together and how we couldn’t have anything outside of this week.

But at least I’d have the memories.

You’re a dumbass my head grumbled. Why settle for memories when you could have the real thing?

I pushed away the thought. I’d make the best of an impossible situation and then deal with the fallout.

“Ohhhh.” Jamison sat up. “A friend just posted that they spent yesterday in Brown County, Indiana. There are lots of shops and restaurants and four wineries right in one little strip.”

“That sounds promising. Brown County is south I’m pretty sure. If the drive isn’t too bad, we could head that way for the day.” I pulled up Brown County wineries and a quick check of the map showed we were about an hour away. “Up for a drive?”

Jami smiled and tackled me, his lips capturing mine in a way that always sent heat rushing through me. “I’m always up for anything with you,” he whispered against my lips and rocked his hips against mine.

“You’re insatiable,” I teased.

“You love it,” he quipped.

Yeah, I did. And I was going to miss it like crazy.

Spreading my legs, I let him settle his hips between mine as he took my face in his hands. “Tonight, as long as you’re on board, I want to go further than what we’ve been doing.”

I swallowed thickly. “Further, as in…”

“I want you in me if you’re okay with it.”

Nodding, I attempted to stop the rush of blood to my cock. “Definitely.” I was totally okay with it. And if a tiny sliver of my head kept playing Jami’s words about him fucking me on a loop? Well, I’d continue to ignore the curious desire that had me wishing I was the type of person who could just throw caution to the wind and let Jamison take over.

You know he’d never push you or hurt you.

I did know that. One-hundred percent. But sex with Jami had been amazing. I had a feeling that sex with him was going to get even better that night. No reason to let my issues with bottoming screw up a limited time deal. Plus, what if I did somehow let go enough to enjoy it? And then I’d be left knowing how great it was to bottom for a man I could easily fall in love with, but being helpless to do anything about it.

Don’t be an idiot. You can do something about it. You can give up these ridiculous notions and excuses and…

I shut off the romantic, hopeful side of my brain. The last time I let myself believe I could have a loving relationship, I got crushed. Best to keep to the plan and do what it took to keep emotions out of it.

Yeah, right.

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