Not Ready To Fall by Sophie Monroe

Author:Sophie Monroe [Monroe, Sophie]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Sophie Monroe
Published: 2015-08-12T04:00:00+00:00

Jack

I felt like an asshole. I never should have pushed her tonight. She was always occupying a place in my mind, no matter how hard I tried to push her out. She was infectious. The connection and chemistry we shared was something I'd never felt before, and probably would never again. There were so many reasons why I should be crawling out of her bed and sleeping on the couch, or better yet at home, but I couldn't bear to leave her. Not again.

The past three weeks had moved painstakingly slow. So many times I picked up my phone to text her, even re-reading old messages, but decided against it. She deserved more that what I was able and willing to give her right now. No matter how much she said otherwise, deep down I know she's looking for "more". I'm not in the market for that right now. I can't be. My focus needs to be growing my business, so I can get to a place where I feel like I can let someone into my life. I want to be the provider. I want to have kids, at least two. But, that's on hold until I get this bug out of my system.

Her small hand sat on my chest. I looked down at her angel's face and my heart skipped a beat. I still couldn't let myself pussy out. I had to remain strong. It was the only way my long term plan was going to work. The hardest part was she was everything I ever wanted in a woman. In the short time we've known each other, she's shown me love, acceptance, compassion, and even forgiveness.

Seeing her with Hunter tonight brought out my inner caveman. If I were a dog, I would have lifted my leg and marked my territory right then and there. Sure, I was much harder on him than necessary, but dammit she was mine. Well, she wasn't and right now I didn't want her to be, but I still wanted some sort of claim on her. What the fuck was I getting myself into?

Again, I tried to convince myself to leave. My heart and my mind both told me if I left now, there would be no coming back. That wasn't a risk I was willing to take at the moment. She was so soft and warm. The way she responded to me was such a turn on. She was always tight and ready. The thought made my dick twitch. Fuck. My. Life.

Moving her hair out of her face, I kissed her forehead and closed my eyes praying for sleep.

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