Niya, Rainbow Dreams by Fabiola Joseph

Author:Fabiola Joseph [Joseph, Fabiola]
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Tags: Gay & Lesbian, Gay, Fiction, Coming of Age, Genre Fiction, Lesbian, Literature & Fiction
Amazon: B00BPIW5YU
Publisher: Gifted Publications
Published: 2014-03-18T04:00:00+00:00

It was almost two in the morning when I felt her next to me. I didn’t even remember falling asleep. I slid off the bed without waking her up, used the bathroom and went back into the room. At first, I just stood there looking at her. Standing in that doorway, there was nothing more beautiful than her. There were so many things that I wanted to do to her, say to her, and make her feel, but with her telling me that she was straight… maybe, I didn’t want to take too many chances.

I went over to my desk chair, lit up the half of blunt we didn’t finish, and just watched her breathe. I thought about my conversation with my dad, or lack thereof. I thought about my grandmother, and how much I loved her. I thought about my mother, who was sure to show up at any time, eat, shower, and head back out to the streets that were eating her alive. I thought about Roxie and Smiley, and how I had them and needed them differently, and finally, I thought about Jamilla. She was my tainted flower, my black imperfect rose, but I loved every petal that clung to her tattered soul. I wanted to get to know her more, I wanted her to be mine. I prayed that she would love me, and that I would take that love and be kind. Knowing that being loved is something so damn special, I knew that I would love her right down to the core.

I moved to the bed with smoke stained thoughts, and denied myself the luxury of listening to logic. I left all inhibitions behind as soon as I hit the bed. There was no denying what I wanted to do. Truth ruled my thoughts and seeped into my actions. I wanted to touch her. I needed to experience what I had been thinking about for so damn long. She was still sleeping when I got beside her. I put my arm around her waist and just let it sit there. My heart was beating so fast, that I thought she would hear it over the radio I had on.

Slowly, very slowly, I let my hand slide under her shirt. When I felt her flesh, I took in a deep breath. I let my hand travel past her navel, up her ribs and stopped once I felt her move. She shifted a little before going back to a deep slumber. She looked so damn perfect. Her skin, the color of caramel, had me wanting to taste it, just so I could see if it was just as sweet. Her hair, draped across my pillow and her shoulders made me want to pull on it. Pull her close and taste every last drop of her.

When my hand reached her breast, I slipped my fingers inside of her bra and felt her nipple. I ran my fingers across it as low moans crept out of Jamilla’s lips. I moved closer to her as she stretched and seemingly enjoyed my touch.

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