My First Time by Mardria Portuondo

Author:Mardria Portuondo [Portuondo, Mardria]
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Published: 2023-06-13T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 10

Eight days have passed and I had not heard from Julia. I called her phone many times and it went straight to voicemail. I did not know the name of her company, but even if I did, I would not have called because she knew my number and she knew where my office was. The day after she left my house, I called when evening came and I had not heard from her, but she told me that she was taking care of some stuff and she would talk to me soon. I had expected it to be a day or two, but now eight days of waiting was making me become very concerned. I did not know what to do and her time slot that my secretary had made available for her remained open without her coming in.

I was left with my thoughts every day after lunch when Julia did not show up for her session, and I had wiped away a few tears. I was terrified at the possibility that Julia was unable to talk to her family about her sexuality and because she was afraid to tell me about it, she walked away. It would be good for her and for everyone to not have to live through the nightmare, but how do we move on knowing that the person we were meant to be with was out there and because of how others would react we had to stay apart? I wished that I knew what was going on. If only she would just reach out to me and let me know what was going on.

My friends had not been saying much, but they were worried that I had not heard from Julia. I was hardly spending time with them because I was feeling so depressed and wanted to be alone. I had refused all visits and conversations from my parents because I did not want to talk about it until I knew for sure what Julia was planning. I missed her, and I could hardly breathe at the thought of never seeing her again. I wiped the tear that ran down my face and I took deep breaths to calm the ache inside me. My friends were right. Stella would have been much easier. But she could never make me feel half the way Julia did, and I would rather spend the rest of my life remembering the way she kissed me than to settle for someone who could not match the passion, desire, and love.

It was time for my next session, so I pulled myself together and told my secretary to send in Mr. and Mrs. Jacobs and their adopted daughter, Dayna. The situation that families and couples were going through made mine seem as if I could cope, but we all had a threshold of what we could handle. My situation was unbearable to me, but there were others who felt as if theirs were worse than mine, and I was dealing with one at the moment.

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