Monza: Book 2 by Pamela Ann

Author:Pamela Ann [Ann, Pamela]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: love, italian, series, angst, contemporary romance, sports, new adult
Published: 2015-08-21T04:00:00+00:00

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It took perseverance and complete discipline¸ but gradually I had come out of my hiding, unhurriedly breathing in life and letting the outside world back into my apathetic existence. For an entire month, I had to crawl out of my damned hole and live life the way I had used to.

In a way, it was liberating, but there was still that side of me that would always hanker for Kim and the baby. Nonetheless, I had made a decision to make life for her and the baby better, and it was one choice I knew I must keep. If loving them from afar was the only way I could do it, then I had to stand by it.

Against everything I had decided and my own will, I went ahead with the surgery. It could probably be due to the fact that another branch of my DNA was thriving with life in Kimberly’s womb, giving me a reason to fight for life.

The procedure took hours to finish with the help of four excellent neurosurgeons working to fix me up again. Normally, I would be against such madness and would argue that I needed only one, which was Vittorio, to do the job alone. However, the moment my father insisted on getting the best doctors to help and supervise for whatever unknown emergencies inside the operating room, I knew I had to appease him. I was his only child, his sole heir, so I didn’t want to add more stress on his already uncontainable blood pressure.

There was a sliver of hope in the back recesses of my mind, hoping that she would show up the moment she found out about me getting the procedure. And no matter how much I kept telling myself that I didn’t care if she showed herself or not, it hurt to realize how little I mattered to her on the days that passed without a word from her.

She had campaigned for this operation from the start, but I supposed I wasn’t all too relevant in her life any longer. Her absence was felt, and each day, it gave me another reason to keep on living, to keep on moving and live the life I’d had before I had met her, but with a mellowed out recklessness.

As a result, I lavished in the spotlight, the adored lifestyle, and seeking the company of my old friends, who had no idea of what I had gone through with Kimberly. She was my best kept secret, I supposed.

When Andrés addressed the issue at one point, I had to shut him down by telling him the woman was married, and since the baby would basically be taking Kimberly’s married name, I had no legal right to him or her. Besides, getting involved in such triviality would be too messy. Not only that, I wasn’t ready to have a kid at this point in my life.

He had given me a shrewd look, as if he doubted whatever lies I had fed him, but said no more.

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