How To Stop Time by Matt Haig

Author:Matt Haig
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Canongate Books
Published: 2017-05-08T16:00:00+00:00

Hackney, outside London, 1599

Gossip.

Gossip lived. It wasn’t just a currency, it had a life.

Stories buzzed and hummed and circulated like gadflies in the air, hovering amid the stench of sewage and the clatter of carts.

For instance, when Mary Peters suddenly went missing, every household to the east of the walls seemed to know about it. Rose, incidentally, had been so upset about that she hardly spoke for a day. And now, due to what Rose called ‘the heat of my tempers’, the story of the lutist who jumped onto the stage at the Globe would surely be talked about in every inn in London.

‘But you and Grace were in trouble!’

‘We can handle ourselves. We always have. And now we shall have to go back to Whitechapel . . .’

The conversation turned, and headed where I knew it would. She wanted to know who the man was. Manning.

‘I don’t know.’

‘That is a lie.’

‘I can’t tell you who he is.’

‘He said your mother was a witch. What was his meaning?’

‘He must have been confused. He must have mistaken me for somebody else.’

Her green eyes glared at me, alive with quiet fury. ‘Do you take me for a fool, Tom Smith?’

And it was that. The saying of the name that was only half mine, that made me feel I had to tell her something.

‘Forgive me, Rose. It was a mistake. I should never have come here. I should have earned the money I owed and left. I should never have let my feelings for you grow, and I should never let you feel anything for me.’

‘What are you saying, Tom? Your talk is a puzzle.’

‘Yes. Yes, it is. And I am a puzzle too. And you won’t solve it. I can’t even solve it myself.’

I had stood up from the stool and was pacing around in frantic circles. Grace was now asleep in her room, so I kept my voice low but urgent.

‘You need to find someone else. Look at me. Look at me, Rose! I am too young for you.’

‘Two years, Tom. That is not such a difference.’

‘The difference will grow.’

She looked confused. ‘How can it? What can you mean, Tom? How can a difference grow? You are not making sense.’

‘I am no use to you now. I can’t go back to Southwark.’

‘Use? Use? You have my heart, Tom.’

I exhaled heavily. I wanted to sigh away reality. I wanted the tear that was in her eye never to fall. I wanted her to hate me. I wanted not to love her. ‘Well, you gave it to the wrong person.’

‘Tell me about your mother, Tom . . . the truth.’

Her eyes wouldn’t let me lie.

‘The reason they killed her is me.’

‘What?’

‘There is something most strange about me, Rose.’

‘What is it?’

‘I am not growing older.’

‘What?’

‘Look at me. Time passes, but not on my face. I am in love with you. I am. I truly am. And what use is that? I am like a boy trying to climb a tree but the branches keep getting higher and higher.

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