Filthy Rich by Matilda Martel

Author:Matilda Martel
Language: eng
Format: azw3, epub
Publisher: Matilda Martel
Published: 2020-03-31T04:00:00+00:00

11

Declan

Ever since the day we met, I’ve had men posted on her street. A few minutes ago, I relieved them and said I’d take this shift. I take one every night. I need to feel close to her and sitting in my car beneath her window is the closest I’ve come.

In five days, I’ve devolved from a confident man to a lovestruck teenage boy too frightened to tell a girl how he feels. For five nights, I’ve parked, pleasured myself and thought about letting this go. But I can’t. This is real. This is more than lust and longing. I want this girl’s heart. And I’m willing to do whatever it takes to win it.

But if my lady wants to be wooed, I can woo her. It’s been years, I’m out of practice, but I can court her the way a man should court a woman he desires. She deserves words of praise, declarations of love and a long courtship with dates, dinner, and dancing.

Would that be so outrageous?

Yes, I’m a coward. There’s no denying she’s too good for me. I’ve done my homework. I didn’t spend every night strictly looking at photos. She wants to work with children. She wants to write books for kids. Can you believe that? I struck gold. She knows what she wants in life and she’s not afraid to chase her dreams. It will be my privilege to help her however I can. I just hopes she takes it.

And I hope she still has room in her life for me.

I’ve come full circle. The first day, her age bugged the shit out of me. A nineteen-year age difference is no laughing matter. But by the end of the day, I fell asleep with those icy blue eyes on my mind and made peace with my decrepit needs.

On the second day, my loathing returned. I spent most of the day talking to myself, arguing the merits of marrying a much younger woman. I want a big family and her age coupled with my money gives us a chance to have it.

On the third day, I pushed it all out of my mind. I knew what I was doing, and I didn’t want to think about it.

That didn’t last.

Now, I wallow in my very own swamp of depravity. Instead of feeling shame, the thought of sinking deep into her nineteen-year-old flesh gets me hard as a fucking rock.

I can hardly think of anything else.

Surely, she wonders what I want, and the shortest answer I can think of is everything. I want it all. This is only the beginning and there will never be an end. She may not realize it yet, but this is bigger than both of us and I’m not taking any chances. I waited too long to feel this. Too long to fall in love and I’m not waiting anymore.

I scroll through my phone and find her number. I should have used it earlier. Now, the wait is too much. I need to speak to her.

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