Fetish by Unknown
Author:Unknown
Format: epub
Published: 2010-02-13T07:26:25+00:00
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The next evening, Aerin forgot his face.
After fighting all day against the inevitable forgetfulness that she suspected lay just on the edge of her mind, she lost the battle, and Violantiâs features once more blurred into the deepest recesses of her faulty memory. It happened in the shower, as she regretfully cleansed the last faint traces of his scent from her body. Her mind seemed to wander from the present, seemed to drift away to places unknown, and when she came back to herself she had forgotten him.
Tears had never tasted so bitter on her tongue. Weeping had never been difficult for her, but now it seemed painful and punishing, and in no way did it offer her relief. How could she be so stupid? How could she be so careless? Did nothing hold value for her anymore but her own self-centered depression?
For hours she asked herself these and countless other similar questions. She berated herself, hated herself, and wanted nothing more than to scream her frustration into the deep and lonely silence of her house. But she didnât scream. She gritted her teeth and squared her shoulders, both figuratively and literally, determined to triumph over what she was sure must be some strange case of menopause induced amnesia.
To triumph, she must go back to Fetish. She must see Violanti again. To remember his face, his scent, his touch, she must go back. Damn the cost, both in money and in pride, she simply had to go back and see him again. But only this one last time, no more. She was no fool to think she could start any lasting relationship with a paid escort from some sex club.
Even if Violanti seemed as interested in her as she was in him.
Violanti was paid to find an interest in her. Whether he admitted to it or not, that was the truth of the matter. And she, stupid spinster that she was, must never forget it. Yes, sheâd had the time of her life last night. Yes, her body had been, and still was, his for the taking. But she must, deep down, still have ultimate control of her heart.
Sheâd actually forgotten his face in as little as twenty-four hours. Perhaps it wasnât her heart at risk after all, but instead her sanity.
No matter. It was her heart that must, ultimately, concern her. She must never give it to this escort, this dangerously sexy Violanti, or else risk the greatest hurt sheâd ever known. She may be a virginâwell, perhaps not technically after last nightâand she may have never been in love, but that didnât mean she was unaware of the pain such a love could bring. Love was a double-edged sword, even in the most perfect of situations, and this was by no means a perfect situation.
The color of her money orchestrated the behavior of her mysterious escort. She must never, ever forget it; certainly not as quickly as she had forgotten his face. Even as she enjoyed their time together, sweet as it was, it was but a dream.
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