Falling for a Straight Bad Boy: A Bi Awakening MM Enemies to Lovers Prison Former Jock & Nerd Romance by Dane Beau

Author:Dane Beau [Beau, Dane]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Steamy Lover Press
Published: 2023-08-29T16:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 5

BRANDON

I quickly changed my thoughts and put down the dating app. I had promised myself I would not turn it on, but it was my kryptonite. In less than an hour, I could be blowing some young eighteen-year-olds back out because I lived in a college town, and first-year college students really had a thing for me. I had promised myself I would not engage in casual sex because I was finally dating a nice guy and didn't want to fuck it up.

There was only one problem. We hadn't had sex because he wanted our relationship to be more than just a sexual situation. I didn't know it would be over three months, though. This was the first situation in years that had lasted this long.

Usually, when I met a guy, it started well, and then they ghosted me without explanation. It happened so often it fucked with my ego. I questioned my attractiveness and assumed my sex was trash, but it couldn't have been because every guy I had sex with came without touching themselves.

This guy was different. He didn't just want sex with me; he wanted to get to know me. I wanted and needed to sample his creamy vanilla cakes. I mean, we'd seen each other naked and played with each other's dicks and asses, and this new boy could suck some dick.

But no matter what I tried, he wouldn't let me stick it in, and I needed to stick my dick in something soon. I quickly turned my attention to the Christian song on my playlist and sang the lyrics to keep myself from getting aroused.

It reminded me of my mother and her acceptance of my sexuality. I never in a million years thought it would have been possible for my super-religious mother to accept Caleb's sexuality, let alone mine. Still, she didn't disown or gossip about us as some of the members of her church did.

She supported us, giving me hope for humanity because if my mom could accept our lifestyles, I knew others could as well. Now that I think about it, Caleb and Marcus reminded me of Kevin and I's relationship in high school. Young and in love. Honestly, I envied my little brother because his situation turned out better than mine. He found a jock that came out of the closet for him. That was real love.

I often thought about how Kevin and I's life would have changed if he hadn't turned on me the day Robbie caught us about to have sex. I hated Robbie and Kevin for disrupting my life, but I was working on letting that go.

My therapist told me I could forgive but not forget. If I didn’t have contradicting feelings about him that might have been possible. I jacked off to the memories of the sex we had while in high school. I loved him and hated him. I wanted to let him go, but part of me couldn't because no one touched my body like he did.

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