Deserter (Silent Phoenix MC Book 3) by Shannon Myers

Author:Shannon Myers [Myers, Shannon]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9780999471661
Published: 2019-05-15T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter Sixteen

Grey: 1989

I kept my lips on her throat, not trusting myself to say anything else. I’d spent my evening being lectured on what a fuck up I was, as if I hadn’t already known. But, after the Betsy situation, I hadn’t wanted Celia anywhere near the club.

With the exception of Lucy, most of those women were toxic and rough. They’d been born into this world and loved nothing more than sinking their claws into anyone that they felt didn’t belong.

Not only that, but Celia brought out a side of me I hadn’t even known was there. Ryan was completely harmless, but that hadn’t stopped me from wanting to bash his face against the curb for even looking in her direction—there was no way in hell I could’ve brought her around my men.

Keeping her and the club separate was my own fucked up atonement for what I did to her that night. I’d been so blinded by rage that I’d treated her like an enemy; punished her for breaking rules she hadn’t even known existed.

I thought that maybe if I left her alone, she stood a chance at having a semi-normal life.

If I wasn’t harder than a fucking rock every time I saw her, I might’ve succeeded in staying away. I’d seen Betsy pregnant and it did shit for me, but Celia seemed to have a death-grip on my cock.

In the beginning, she was sick all the damn time and I had no fucking idea how to help. Lucy stepped in and took over, encouraging me to just worry about the club.

I hadn’t wanted to stay away, but I had no idea how to straddle the line between Jamie and Grey when it came to her.

Once Celia’s body began to change, staying at the house was out of the question. I couldn’t fucking sleep in the same bed without imagining all the ways in which I wanted to fuck her. I walked in on her in the bath once and damn near nutted in my pants at the sight of her swelling tits and belly.

Jesus Christ, she made me crazy.

The night I hurt her, I had flashbacks to Ma in that crappy motel bathroom. I knew that Mick, our club doc, was going to tell me that she was losing the baby.

Because of me and my fucked up need to control her.

It was obvious that I had no fucking idea how to be a partner to her; I’d all but run away the first time she put my hands on her stomach.

I knew with certainty that if I got inside of her, she’d get hurt again and, as I wasn’t able to get the image of her cowering at my feet out of my fucking head, I stayed away.

I kept my distance.

For her.

For our baby.

And when that wasn’t an option, I brought my guys with me. As long as I wasn’t alone with her, she was going to stay safe.

Sleeping at the club and fighting off the club whores began to get under my skin.

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