Breaking the Girl by M.C. Webb

Author:M.C. Webb
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: romance, love, second chances, sex, dark romance, alpha male
Publisher: M.C. Webb
Published: 2017-02-14T00:00:00+00:00

Eighteen

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Axel

“Stop, Payton,” I growl as she grinds on top of me. “Fucking stop!”

It’s day eighteen and we’re just as fucked up as we were on day one of this shit. Payton avoids me now. I avoid Payton. We only meet for sessions just like all the girls who came before her. It’s a reality I wake up and go to sleep resenting because unlike the girls before, I long to be with her. My body aches for it, my mind crazed with the wanting.

But, it’s like she’s said before, she can do this with any guy, so I drink and sleep to keep from losing it and to not make a damned fool out of myself again. I’m just taking it one day at a time, and then she will be gone and I will go back to being normal.

Normal? Have I ever been normal?

Not just no, but fuck no, I don’t even know what the word means.

Shaking my head to rid myself of thoughts, I try to concentrate. For hours, I’ve tried to guide Peyton through positions and scenes, and so far, it has gone very badly. There is simply nothing even remotely normal about having sex on film, that’s why it’s important to act the part. Payton has failed, no matter my teaching, to grasp that on film, it’s necessary to act like she’s going to come any second for as long as a guy does his thing.

Payton moves again, slowly, taking her time, rubbing my chest. My body wants to respond, to get her off, but I remain in character, not slipping once, knowing it will only give her a false impression of what the reality of making porn is. But I close my eyes in a moment of weakness and sigh at her touch—the warmth of her hands on my skin, breath fanning across my neck, and those lips as they graze my collar bone. My eyes open, and I’m brought back to Earth, pushing Payton up and giving her a hard shake. Hair spills over her eyes, and she covers her breasts with an arm protectively.

“Damn it, Payton, just fucking stop!”

Pushing back her hair, Payton looks hurt.

She doesn’t get it. She doesn’t fucking get it.

And she never will, because Payton is not the kind of girl who can fuck and separate her feelings. She wants to feel, needs to be felt. She wants something she will never find in this business.

Body straight as pride takes hold, I see the anger in her hazel eyes. The eyes that appear glassy from being tired or maybe hungover?

So it begins.

“What?” Peyton yells back, now just as pissed off as I am.

My erection deflating, I begin moving to stand, but Payton doesn’t budge.

“Tell me what it is now I’m supposed to stop?” she demands.

“Stop trying to make love to me. This is just fucking. Get it straight in your head!”

Payton narrows her eyes at me, then raises her hands in disgust or defeat, I’m not sure.

“Fine!” She moves off me in a fury.

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