Nine and a Half Weeks by Elizabeth McNeill

Author:Elizabeth McNeill
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: HarperCollins
Published: 2014-05-20T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 19

Sometimes I wondered abstractly how it was possible that pain could be this exciting. Once during that time I stubbed my toe, in sandals, on my bottom desk drawer. I swore, hopped up and down, hobbled down the corridor to a co-worker’s office to get sympathy from him, and couldn’t concentrate on work for the next fifteen minutes because the slight but incessant throbbing distracted and annoyed me. But when he was the one inflicting pain, the difference between pain and pleasure became obscured in a way that turned them into two sides of a single coin: sensations different in quality but equal in result, equally intense, one stimulus as powerfully able as the next to arouse me. Since pain always came as a prelude and only then—sometimes hours earlier but always eventually leading to orgasm—it became as longed for, as sensuous, as integral to lovemaking as having my breasts caressed.

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