Linc by Lane Hart

Author:Lane Hart
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Lane Hart

The next Wednesday my hinged brace officially came off and I was cleared for esturin’. Finally. Mace showed up just like I told him to last Friday, so now he’s a registered Havoc fighter. I’ve tried to leave his esturin’ to the coachin’ staff because just seein’ him reminds me of his sister, who I’m workin’ really hard to try and forget. More than once I’ve considered askin’ him for her number. It would be so easy to get it from him so that I could see her again. I want to kick my own ass for even considerin’ it since I’m nothin’ but a big dollar sign to her, so instead I kick the long bag in front of me. While I may be crazy about her, she could care less about me, other than my money.

And Abby...my thoughts are still all over the place. She started chemotherapy this week, and while she didn’t ask me to go with her, I think she wanted me to offer. I just...couldn’t. I knew her mom or sister would go with her, so she wasn’t alone. I’ve talked to her on the phone a few times since the game Friday, checkin’ on her, but that’s all I can offer for now. Probably makes me an even bigger dick. She can’t expect to spring shit on me after all these years and it roll right off of me. I’m still processin’ this new information, but it’s gonna take time to come around to seein’ things from a different perspective than the one I’ve held onto for so long.

I throw a few left-handed jabs at the bag for the first time in months, testin’ my arm and esturing’ my own head as the target in front of me. The damn thing needs some sense knocked into it. Workin’ out my anger again feels awesome. Too much of it bottled up and I go nuts. I’m reminded of the reason I’ve stayed away from real women for so long. The last two I’ve talked to besides Sadie and look what happens; one fucks me like it’s just another dick and another day at the office, and the other mindfucks me by tryin’ to rewrite history. I have to say that my porn addiction was a much more pleasant way to go. Only now I’ll have to throw out all the old and restock my DVD collection with actresses who I haven’t had the pleasure of fuckin’ in real life.

I’m so focused on beatin’ the shit out of my imaginary self that I don’t even notice Senn, Josh, and Nate’s approach. From the corner of my eye I just suddenly see all three of them standin’ there like a sweaty, stinky fighter wall, shoulder to shoulder next to me.

“What?” I ask, pullin’ the earbuds that are spoutin’ out angry music so I can find out what the hell they want. I’m sure they’ve come to me for my excellent advice on wooin’ the opposite sex, seein’ as how I’m so awesome at it lately.

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