Home by Brianna Blake

Author:Brianna Blake [Blake, Brianna]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2019-12-12T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 6. Confusion

Natasha knew she couldn’t do anything else that night. She was drunker than she ever remembered being, even though she still wanted to drink some more, and she knew she would end up in the hospital. And then probably in jail again. Chayl wasn’t a place where you could simply go to the hospital because you were too drunk. That would have serious implications that she wasn’t thinking about at the moment.

She also wouldn’t be able to play with anyone. There were many safety rules in BDSM clubs, including being aware of your actions, which Natasha wasn’t at the moment. She felt her heart crumbling inside her chest. She felt like everything was missing from her life. And she missed Dylan.

Strolling around the club, she looked at all those happy couples. Some of them only played with one partner, some didn’t restrict themselves. However, they were all happy, no matter what scene they were doing. A man was tied up while his women hit him with a cane. He was in a red spanking bench, holding tight there, his back stiffened, his bum with red marks. He screamed each time the cane landed on his butt, however, anyone could see how much fun they were having.

Natasha frowned. She shouldn’t have gone to a place full of happy couples. All she wanted was to forget Dylan. She should have gone to a normal bar instead, where she would just drink until passing out, without having any kind of human interaction. Which was the thing she craved the most. The thing she had to ignore because it was too hard for her to remember she was alone. Totally alone. She didn’t even have friends. That was what her so-called best friends told her earlier.

Since she had nothing else to do, she sat down leaning against the wall, away from everybody else. The room was spinning, her stomach was about to turn, and she just wanted to disappear. Or die. Actually, she thought, she didn’t want to have to go through the dying process, she just wanted to cease existing.

When she realized it, she was crying. Tears were streaming down her face like an uncontrollable river. She slowly started to lay down and curl in a ball like a newborn baby. She didn’t care if anybody saw her.

Joseph appeared in front of her, offering a hand, but everything was getting dark and she felt vomit in her throat. She couldn’t move and it was getting hard to breathe. She smelled the puke, and it made her vomit some more. She wasn’t sure how she was doing that, but her stomach hurt, and she couldn’t get up, her sight was getting black, and breathing was impossible.

He heard Joseph calling someone for help, but she really wanted to tell him not to get her to a hospital. She couldn’t remember why she didn’t want to go to the hospital, though. It had something to do with pain, but she wasn’t sure. Then, breathing was getting even worse.

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