Finally (RiffRaff Records Book 9) by L.P. Maxa

Author:L.P. Maxa [Maxa, L.P.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: forgiveness, family, high school sweethearts, broken trust, contemporary new adult romance, 2nd chance at love, admitting mistakes, an epic kind of love, facing hard truths, made for each other
Publisher: Boroughs Publishing Group
Published: 2020-02-12T18:30:00+00:00

Chapter Twenty

Avory

Now

Crue thought last night was the beginning of us, but really it was nothing more than me scratching an itch. I was curious if things between us would be the way I remembered, the way they’d been when we were teenagers. They hadn’t. They were better. Crue was always able to blow my fucking mind. But the way he’d made me feel last night? That was something more: it was absolutely decadent. Which pissed me off for obvious reasons. I’d suspected that no one would ever be able to make me feel pleasure the way Crue did. Now I was sure.

How was I supposed to date anyone else? How was I supposed to look forward to sex with my next boyfriend when I knew he’d never measure up to my first? I groaned, covering my face with me hands.

“Problem, baby?”

I sighed, peeking through my fingers at a still-naked Crue. He’d never had any shame, any modesty. And it looked like that hadn’t changed either. He was standing at the foot of the bed, a cup of steaming coffee in his hand. “Is that coffee for me?” I sounded hopeful because I was. I needed coffee. I had a slight emotional hang over.

“No.” He got back in bed, handing me the white porcelain mug. “But you can have some.”

It seemed intimate, sharing coffee in bed. But I certainly didn’t want him to watch me stumble around and try to find my clothes so I could go make my own. “Thank you.” I may dislike the sex god, but I still had manners.

I sipped it, wincing when it burned my tongue. I needed to get out of there. I shouldn’t’ve stayed the night. It would have been more on brand for me to walk out the door as soon as I came down from my orgasmic high. I was trying to help him move on. I was trying to prove that he didn’t matter and he never would. Sleeping cuddled up next to him was misleading for both of us.

He’d fucked me senseless, which I was sure was his plan all along. Made me come so hard I was limp and pliant. He’d basically molded me into a ball after that, spooning me as I drifted off to sleep. Asshole.

“I’ve got to go.” I took one more sip of coffee, then slipped out of bed, wrapping his crisp white sheet around my body. “I have, um, stuff.” I cringed at my awkwardness. Stuff? For fuck’s sake. I didn’t have cool plans. I needed to work, like I was sure he did.

“Okay.” He sat back against his headboard, the one that I was surprised hadn’t put a damn hole in the wall last night.

I whipped the sheet around me as leaned down to pick up my bra, undies, and shoes. I turned to the door. “Have a good day.”

“Have a good day” was about as great as “stuff.” I needed to get the fuck out of Crue’s house before his smug ass thought I was fumbling my words because he flustered me.

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